"I've climbed more than one mountain in my life, one of the biggest ones was you.
I'm still trying to get over you, it's a lot harder than it looks.
I'm tired of sharing everything with people like you, only for you to leave me.
I'd honestly rather keep to myself and suffer quietly. I'm so afraid to meet people that will actually care that I surround myself with people who pretend to care for me, like you.
You people hurt me, but I still can't help but love you.
I don't want to love. Why can't I just live happily?
I guess that's the thing though, without love no one can be happy.
Was that your plan? Use me so you can live happily? I didn't realize that what you were doing was considered abuse. I thought I loved you, but I was a fool.
I'll never know love and at first I blamed you but now understand.
It was never you.
I was a fool who let myself believe all the lies you told me. Especially the one where you said you'd stay.
I'm tired and afraid of people, and it's all because I was a fool. A fool who put up with you."
-L
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A series of options Left Behind In Words And Letters
PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
