COWRITTEN BY SAME PEOPLE AKA MY BEST FRIEND AND I
"Sometimes I wish I could destroy my brain, have all thoughts of you go down the drain. Why is it that we thought we were so alike but now we don’t ever pretend we are the same. We used to be so close but with every passing day, I can feel us tearing apart. Why is it that no one warned me about what it is to have a broken heart. I think I’m finally okay, until I see you and wanna go back to the start. If I could rewind what we had, I'd make it last so that way I would have something that I didn't ruin. I always wish you hadn't up and left leaving me to bleed, I wonder did you leave because you were afraid I might hurt you? But then I remember that it doesn't matter because either way your gone and I don't know how to heal. Now there’s no escape to the way I feel. I know that you'll never change but I can't help but hope that maybe one day you'll come back and tell me it's not on me. I thought you were saving me but as things turned out you were only dragging me deeper into a world of underestimated sorrow and pain. Every day I wish I could forget you and be free but then I remember that if I did that, I wouldn't be me."
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
