"Do you ever just get tired of things? But not for a specific reason, you just really get tired for no reason? I do, and maybe it's just me but when people tell me happiness is a choice I get really agitated because it's not that it isn't. It's that some people can't seem to reach it. It irritates me that people are out there like 'Oh yeah you'll find someone who loves you and makes you happy.' But that's the thing, I can't. Nobody should have to keep trying to put my broken puzzle back together. Nobody should have the burden of loving me, I don't know what it is but Every time I think I can escape these thoughts, I seem to lose the last piece of my puzzle. I feel like my life is a lot like the itsy bitsy spider song, Every time I get back up I only fall back down again."
-L
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...