"I finally figured it out, when I fell in love with you, it had nothing to do with you. I fell in love with you because you were the first person to treat me human no matter what. You were kind and caring and protected me when no one else was there. I guess that's why it hurt so much when you suddenly disappeared, the only person who ever really cared other than my family ditched me. Looking back now I realize that I was crazy. It was my fault you left, I expected you to love me back and I realize now that you can't force stuff like that. I was young, naïve and I thought I knew what was best for me but I didn't and I still don't so now I just have to live it day by day until I figure out how to sort myself out. I have one thing to say, I'm sorry that I never said anything and that I thought that I really loved you because I didn't, and I'm sorry that it took me so long to realize."
-L
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A series of options Left Behind In Words And Letters
PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
