"It’s weird, trying to live for something that isn’t you. I lived for you but then you cut off my air and left me to suffocate. Everything these days remind me of things we used to talk about together. Maybe I’m just being dramatic but I feel like you dragged a dagger across my heart and left a deep cut that’s still bleeding and I thanked you for it. I would’ve willingly bathed in gasoline and set myself on fire for you but it was like holding my breath and having the entire Arctic Ocean dumped over my head when I found out you were all a lie. You were the perfect embodiment of what I buried so deep within me. All my fears and haunting memories in one, yet I found comfort in you. I think you realized I never loved you, I was just using you for my own comfort. So when you left I had to find myself in order to be able to live happily. Yet what I found still haunts me.”
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A series of options Left Behind In Words And Letters
PoesiaThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
