"Lying awake at night trying to fight sleep because I'm afraid of the visions that haunt my dreams.
My eyes blink until eventually they don't open.
That's when the haunting dreams play and all's I can think is why I deserve the pain that's being played in front of me like a 3D movie.
You always watch from the background knowing that you're the reason I'm afraid to sleep every night.
You enjoy the very thought of going to sleep and haunting all my dreams.
The greatest nights of my life are the sleepless dreamless nights.
You push and push until I've broken and the scariest one so far is when you disguised yourself as me and convinced me that no one sees me.
I let myself fall into this bottomless pit and the only thing as far as my eyes can see is you laughing at me.
You smile and that's the scariest part of it all, not the torture of avoiding sleep but that these dreams are fueled by my hope for something pleasent with you."
-L
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A series of options Left Behind In Words And Letters
PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
