"I shouted and screamed for you but received only silence in return.
I blocked out everything so all's I could hear was you.
I try to speak to you but you only speak to me when I don't want too.
I tried to cut you out but you can scream too.
Be quiet, leave me alone, I'm trying to live here.
I want a life without you in it but that's hard to do when your here for me when no one else cares.
Deciding what to do without you is like getting a map of a place you'll never go to.
You have so many different voices but they all voice the same things.
'Worthless, stupid, no one cares for you' they say but I still care for you because as I said before you have always been there with me.
Talking to you is talking to a wall. You're messing with my head.
Get out, I'm tired of all this shouting. I want to be alone, leave me be you're scaring me.
When I'm alone I'm okay but with you it's deadly.
You're my favorite kind of poison. You give me everything and nothing.
It's you, my stupid humanity that curses and blesses me.
You my friend are everything that's wrong with me."
-L
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
