"I'd built myself a world where you were the hero but I based everything on all these lies I chose to believe.
I lied to myself because it was so much easier than believing the truth.
I still don't know how to let you go even after all this time, I'm still hoping that we would last forever.
You told me 'Darling, nobody said that it would last forever. That doesn't mean we didn't try to get there. I never said that we would die together. That doesn't mean it was a lie, remember Nobody said that it would last forever.'
I told myself that I would be fine after you left. I'm not and I don't know if I ever will be but you taught me that it doesn't matter what you do every relationship it's doomed from the start.
You also taught me that Death is something you have to learn to accept, because if you don't you're just as naïve as everyone else.
After all I'm surprised you and I didn't end up like Romeo and Juliet, at least on my side.
That was our story: Toxic love that crossed seas."
-L
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
