"When I look into the future I can't see any hope for a cure. This disease you can overcome they say but I don't see an escape for me. It's not that I'm afraid of feeling it, it's that I'm afraid of receiving it. It's not that I don't want it it's that I don't feel like I deserve it. They say that everyone has someone out there, someone who will love them no matter what but I don't feel that way. I feel like I'm not good enough for anybody and even if I was....if i was willing to give this thing love a try it would be like giving a clumsy nine year old a jar made of glass and letting him break it and not even caring. Love is not something I'm afraid of it's something I'm scared to receive."
-L
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
