"I'm so tired of constantly having to push away how I feel
Didn't want to start something and let my emotions get the best of me life's a test you see
So tired of not being proud I am, bullied to the point where I question who I even am
I push those closest to me away and I pull close those who are far away
I'm tired of being told how to feel and how to see
I see things my way and you see 'em yours.
I've tried but I'm just so tired of the way things are, I can't keep a stable relationship because I have
pistanthrophobia.
I'm afraid of those closest to me and maybe it's bad childhood or maybe it's just me
I can't help that I have trust issues, it comes with me being me, I wouldn't be myself if I was one for drama like everyone else"
-L
YOU ARE READING
A series of options Left Behind In Words And Letters
PoesieThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
