Chapter 17;
[A/N: My Inspiration for this chapter, is
Rather Die Young - Beyonce
Cheer Up - J. Cole,
Far Away - Tyga,
All back - Chris Brown,
Heart attack - Trey Songz
Fool in love - Rihanna
Gone &never coming back - Melanie Fiona
Unforgivable Blackness - Diggy
Those songs helped me write this chapter. Enjoy! &For the record; I never said she died. I said she was GONE. Y'all really gotta pay more attention & Stop assuming. *EP Hudson voice*-Miranda;
**I'm alive? I'm alive! Ugh... I'm alive. Who hates me enough to save my life? I obviously wanted to die. I was in a room with yellow walls and a grey carpet. Cameron. Why? Why, Cameron why? I got up & ran downstairs, into the kitchen. There were no knives in here.
Cameron: What are you doing?
Me: Looking for a knife!
**He stared at me. Then grabbed me & put me over his shoulder. He carried me upstairs & sat me on the bed.
Cameron: Miranda. Sit there and don't move! What the fuck is wrong with you?
Me: I don't wanna live anymore, Cameron. I want to die!
Cameron: Why would you want to die?
Me: Because! Jawan hates me! Everyone hates me!
Cameron: Miranda. I don't hate you. I've never hated you. No one could ever hate you, alright? Jawan is just mad right now. Give him some time.
Me: Cameron. I'm sorry. I just- I can't do this anymore!
Cameron: You can't or you won't?
**I just stared up at him.
Cameron: You don't know how much it scared me to find you laying on the floor yesterday! You really drugged yourself?! REALLY??? I saved your life yesterday! If I woulda gotten there 5 seconds later you would've died. I checked you out of the hospital this morning after you tried to pull the plug on yourself! That's why you're here. I didn't even SLEEP last night! I went through all of that to keep you alive and you want to KILL YOURSELF?!
**I looked at him, then at the floor. He left the room & came back.
Cameron: If you really wanna die, here. Just don't ask me to watch.
**He put a knife in my hand & walked out of the room. I started twirling the knife in my hand. I held it to my stomach & sat there. What am I doing? I ran downstairs & hugged Cameron.
Me: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
Cameron: It's alright.
**I don't know what I would do without Cameron, man. I really gotta thank Sienna for introducing me to him. He's helped me so much!
Cameron: Now, come here. I got someone here to see you.
Me: Right now? I look a mess!
Cameron: It doesn't matter.
**He took my hand & we started walking into the living room but, I stopped him halfway there.
Me: Cameron. I really don't wanna see anyone. I'd rather just go back to bed.
Cameron: C'mon. This will cheer you up.
**I walked with him into the living room & saw Shontelle, Myla, Leona & Claire sitting there.
Claire: She- umm... She begged us to bring her over here.
**Myla was staring at me with her big brown eyes. The same way she did the day I left.
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Written; In the Life of Myla Renee
FanfictionSequel to Unwritten; After Miranda ran away, Jawan was left to take care of poor little Myla, whose 6 years old now. She's a very bright kid who loves to dance. Miranda (Now know as Jadeilyn Brown) is 21 now, owns a very successful dance studio on t...