'Fuck!!' I sat up in bed, sweaty and confused. 'What the fuck?' Rubbing my eyes, I looked around the room. Of course it was only a dream. I was alone in bed and with the most massive hard on.
She was only here in my bedroom for a few minutes earlier and then we picked up Emily. After a quick meal, I dropped them off at home and came back here only to fall asleep alone in bed. I took a cold shower and was up for the day.
Thanksgiving was Thursday and I still had a lot to do. We were leaving right after the new year for a tour.
I got in my truck and drove by Kristen's to see if there were any lights on. She was obviously awake as well. I knew I had to do something, I tried mom's advice and it did not work. Sliding out of the truck, I walked up to the door and knocked. Kristen opened up, folding her arms in front of her.
I swallowed hard to find her wearing one of my old T-shirts and sexy pair of pink panties.. I was so busy checking out her body to realize she had tears in her eyes. "What are you doing here? Jared do you know what time it is?" She was talking so low I almost couldn't hear her.
"Can I come in?" I asked, making her take a step back. She moved just enough for me to step inside. "Why are you crying?" I asked, forcing her backward and closing the door behind me.
"Shhhh. Emily is asleep. I was just having a rough night. Why are you here?" She asked again.
"Rough night? Want to tell me about it?" I asked, knowing she wouldn't. Maybe she was struggling just like me.
"Nights are hard for me." She whispered, walking past me, but before she could get far, I grabbed her arm and hugged her body against me.
"Nights are hard for me too. I really do miss you." I truly expected her to pull away, but she didn't. Her arms slid under my jacket and around my waist. It was nice to just be able to hold her for a few minutes. Sadly, she shrugged free and moved to the couch. It looked as if she were trying to sleep on the couch before I arrived.
There was a blanket and pillow tossed to the side. I took my jacket off and plopped down next to her. She had been watching a video of Emily when she was a baby. I smiled to myself, remembering how tiny she once was. I threw my leg over hers and watched her smile. "I had a dream about you tonight."
"Oh yeah? What was it about?"
"We were having sex." I blurted out. She turned to stare at me, her eyes bulging. I knew that she was trying her best not to smile, but it was happening anyway.
Immediately, she bolted up and placed her hands on her hips. "Did you really come over here to tell me about some dirty dream you had?"
I cocked my head to the side, and stood up. Taking a few steps forward, I forced her to walk backwards and backed her into the wall. I leaned my head down and kissed her.
Kristen let out a low groan, but didn't resist. Her arms instantly locked around my neck. My hands lifted her legs around my waist and I carried her into her bedroom, our bedroom. I kicked the door, closing it behind us. She greedily sucked the skin on my neck, making my cock twitch against my zipper. Laying her down on the bed, I yanked the shirt over my head.
"Jared..... Just because we do this, doesn't mean that we are back together. It would be strictly for stress relief. I don't want to lie to you and make you think it would be more."
My heart clenched in my chest, but still I nodded, knowing that what she said may only be partly true. I didn't believe for one second that it would be only sex. There were feelings there. I just needed this so badly and was willing to take whatever I could get from her.
