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Sahar🌙
"And I'm done" the Mua says. Today is the event , tomorrow he has the day off they play the 4th. I have to go to school but I'm going to the game after. I haven't gone I didn't go yesterday I was very busy. I got my nails and hair done. Then I got fitted for a dress. I've been talking to Cody like always. We're meeting up there , he doesn't know what I'm wearing.

This dress wouldn't have been my first choice but since i decided last minute it's the only thing I could get. It wasn't really last minute though , I decided to get it last minute. I like the deep v neck I don't really like the bottom part it's like puffy. I would've wanted it to be more slim or tight but I guess this will have to do.

"Ms Luna? The car is ready" James says. "Okay I'll be right there" I say. I put my heels on and Matt (my brother) comes out of his room in a navy blue tux. "Damn boy never thought I'd see you like this" I say and we both laugh. "Come on let's go" He says and helps me down the stairs. I grab my clutch with my phone inside and we go outside.

"Thank you" I tell James as he opens the car door. "We're taking the 2019 Cadillac Escalade ESV" Matt says. "Okay , see you in a bit" he says and hangs up. "It was dad he wanted to make sure you didn't convince james to take another car" he says and I chuckle. He pulls out the driveway and I text Cody. "So are we picking up Jose?" He asks. "We aren't together anymore" I say.

"What? I didn't know. what did he do?" He asks. "I'm surprised he made sure everyone knew" I say. "He lies to me the whole time , he was hooking up with other girls the whole time. He was just with me for "fame" and money" I say. "That fucker. You better hope I don't see him or else I will fuck him up" he says. "No you won't. He isn't worth it" I say. "He messed with you no one will get away with that" he says.

"So you don't have a date? I can call mine off so we can stay together" he says. "I have a date" I say. "Who?" He asks. "You'll have to wait an see" I say. "Where have you been? I haven't seen you in days dad said you went to San Diego" he says and I chuckle. "I was here yesterday. I went to San Fran" I say. "Why? What did you do?" He asks. "Not even dad asked questions" I say. "You're dads little princess he gives you whatever you want" he says.

"And you're mommy's prince" I say. "Does he know what Jose did?" He asks. "Nope and he isn't finding out" I say and he smirks. "Matt! You better not" I say looking at him. "Oh we're here" he says and I turn and see all the cameras flashing and I start feeling anxious. Here we go again my anxiety is making an appearance.

"You got this , I'm here with you. You aren't doing this alone" Matt says. He always used to calm me down when I had an anxiety attack. I had stopped getting them a while ago they came back the month the notes began. With Cody they stopped. "Come on" Matt says James opens the door for me and I get out. Cameras start flashing like crazy. "Over here" Camila my dads assistant says.

"Sahar you'll be on his right" she says. My brother and I pose and they start taking pictures. I pose by myself and they take pictures of me. We walk the rest of the carpet and we enter the venue. I start looking for Cody and I make contact with Jose. I grab Matt's forearm and he looks up. "Stay with me" he says and I nod. I take my phone out and feel a tap on my shoulder I look up and see Cody.

"Hello" he says and I feel butterflies. "Hi" I say and he hugs me making me blush. "Uh this is Matthew my brother" I say. "Hello , Cody" he says and they shake hands. Matt leaves and we stay in the same place. "You look absolutely beautiful" he says looking at me up and down making me blush. "Thank you" I say. "You look great" I say. He looks HOT.

"You're sitting over here" Camila says taking us to some seats. Jose is sitting a seat away from me. I feel him staring at me and it's VERY uncomfortable. The event begins and artist perform. Its basically like an award show. But with Capitol Records artists. They reveal new artist and what not. We get drinks brought to us and we enjoy ourselves.

"Hi babe" Jose says and kisses me I push him away and see that Cody walked away. "You fucker" I say and he chuckles Matt sees him and walks to us. I quickly go to Cody. "Cody" I say and he keeps on walking away from me. "Cody" I say louder and he ignores me. We get outside and he keeps walking to the parking lot. "Cody" I say. I get to him and grab his arm and he moves it.

"Stop" I say. "No you stop. You have a boyfriend. You've had a boyfriend this whole time. You've been playing with me" he says sounding hurt. "This was a mistake. You should've come with him Sahar. Go with him" he adds. He gets in his car and leaves. I feel a tear roll down my face I wipe it and I grab my phone getting an Uber. I wait outside for the Uber he shortly arrives and I go home.

I go upstairs change into a T-shirt and some shorts then i take off my makeup and go downstairs. Here come my past horrible decisions. I grab a vodka bottle from the cabinet and go to my room locking the door. I sit on my bed and open the bottle taking a huge sip of the alcohol. The familiar taste comes back.

It's been an hour and a half since I drank the bottle and I'm so far from tipsy

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It's been an hour and a half since I drank the bottle and I'm so far from tipsy. It's 2am I got home at 9pm. "I'm going" I tell frank he's an old friend. I slowly make my way outside without falling I go and get in his car. "You're so drunk" he says and I chuckle. "No" I say laughing. The rest of the night is a complete blur.

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