Trust // Cody Bellinger

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Sahar 🌙
Today is my second appointment. Its currently 6:10am right now. We're getting in Cody's car. I slept here last night since the doctors office is closer. My appointment is at 6:30am. I am 2 months. I thought i was maybe going crazy or maybe i was seeing stuff because i can already see a small bump forming. I looked it up and its normal. Its said that pregnancy is different for everyone depending on their body. I'm small so its a bit noticeable.

"Here look" i say grabbing his hand and placing it in the "bump". "Oh shit yeah. It feels like a ball. The rest of your stomach is flat" he says and i nod chuckling. "8 weeks baby. 8 weeks" he says getting my hand and kissing behind my palm. "I love you" he says. "I love you" i say. The drive is quiet but peacefull asf. Its a comfortable silence. These past 4 weeks. He traveled. I didn't go because idk if its safe for me to travel i don't want to risk it.

We have decided on not being public or announcing my pregnancy until i have the baby. I have taken many pictures to post when I'm fully pregnant pregnant you know? We soon arrive at the office and he parks. We walk in check in and go inside. They don't open until 7:40am. "Goodmorning" the doctor says. "Goodmorning" we say. "I'm doctor Alice" she says. "Sahar" i say. "Cody" he says and shakes her hand.

"Was it planned?" She asks. "No" i say. "It wasn't but we didn't take action to prevent it" he says and i nod. "Okay so I'll be doing some blood and urine samples" she says and i nod. A nurse comes in and i sit on a chair with an armrest. Cody holding onto my right hand. I feel the needle go in and its a short time then she takes it out. I get a cup and go pee. I then go back to the room and she asks me to take my jacket off , lift my shirt up to under my chest and pull my leggings down to a bit under my bellybutton.

"Oh wow you're already showing a bit" she says and i nod. "Is it normal?" Cody asks and she nods. "We will first listen for a heartbeat , then we will locate the fetus" she says putting gel on my stomach. Oh god. Oh a random fact? I've been very emotional these past weeks. I cry at everything or either I get mad. Which also is normal. There's a 99.9% chance i might cry. She gets the machine and starts putting it on my stomach when all of a sudden we hear the heartbeat and i feel my eyes water.

"That's a great heartbeat" she says and i look at cody whos already looking at me smiling so widely. She switches to the ultrasound and she shows us where she/he is. "This is your fetus at 8weeks" she says and points out its features. "Your due date is January 5th 2020" she says. My birthday is also in January. She checks you know down there then we ask questions. She gave me some prenatals then we made an appointment for another 4 weeks. So June 6th again at 6am. He's gonna be in arizona the 5th. 7th in san Francisco.

He has a game today so we go eat breakfast then go back to his place and get ready then we go to the stadium. Matt is coming. I'm wearing his jersey and some shorts since its hot. Its an oversized jersey. "My bestiee" corey says and he hugs me. "Okay that's enough" cody says. Corey and the guys usually hug me tight and he's being cautious. "Don't be jealous" corey says making me chuckle. "I'm not. She just hasn't felt good" he says and i nod.

He moved us to a suite? He said he doesn't want me getting hurt or a ball getting thrown to the section were in which has happend many times before. His excuse for matt and the guys is "its too hot". I put sunscreen on him before coming up here to the suite. We have food and drinks here. "Thanks" i tell matt taking the water from him. I haven't had morning sickness which is great.

"Whatsup its matt , I'm here with Sahar. We're at a dodgers game" he says flipping the camera. "We're in a suite" he adds. "How have you been? The people have been asking for you" he says. "Great" i say. "Matthew stop" i say he's been putting the camera close to my face. "I'm going to fucking punch you" i say and he laughs. I slap his arm and he drops his camera laughing. "I'm watching my boyfriend" i say and he laughs.

"FUCK YES LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" i yell.
He hit a homerun. "This is her reaction always when he makes a homerun" matt says. We continue watching the game. I eat a few things nothing major.  The game is in the bottom 9. Meaning its almost over they're 5-6.

"Ms? Cody asked for security escort" a man with a security shirt says with another man behind him. "Okay" i say. "Would you like to go straight to the clubhouse?" He asks. "I'm Michael and he's Brian" he adds. "Sahar. Nice to meet you. He's Matthew" i say shaking his hand. "Can we go get some shaved ice?" I ask and he nods. I grab my small lv backback and we follow brian. Michael behind us. "Look Cody's girlfriend" i hear someone say making me chuckle.

"What flavor would you like?" She asks me. "Blueberry" i say and she makes it. "Would you like one?" I ask michael and brian and they shake their heads no. Matt orders and i order one for cody. She gives them to us for free but i leave a tip. We again follow Brian. "Sahar sahar" i hear someone say then touch my shoulder then arm. "Hey hey hey. Stay behind" michael tells her. Before i can say something matt holds my hand putting me infront of him and we rush to the clubhouse.

"congratulations babe" i say wrapping my arms around his neck and pecking his lips. "Thank you" he says. "Your mouth is blue" he says. "I know. I got shaved ice" i say and he chuckles. He's already dressed and ready to go. He's leaving tonight though. "Thank you babe" he says. Getting the cup of ice. We walk out to the parking lot their bus is ready. He walks with matt and i to his car. "I'll leave you two alone" matt says going ahead and getting in the car. "See you soon have a safe flight and goodluck on your games" he adds bro hugging him.

"I love you , I'll be back soon. Keep yourself and little precious safe and happy. I'll be checking in on you as much as possible" he says kissing me. "I love you. Be careful! Have a safe flight there and back. Have fun , relax enjoy the game. Make those belli bombs. Show them whos boss. You got this i believe in you and your capability on winning" i say hugging him.

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