Trust // Cody Bellinger

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Sahar 🌙
It's now November. Eli is 11 months ,he's almost 1 which is heartbreaking but also i'm so happy. Cody and i? We are together. For fathers day and his birthday i let him see Eli. Anyways this friday is matt and i's company launch. We're having this HUGE party which I'm so excited for. Today is Wednesday , Alex and Chris asked to meet up. Ever since what happened i distanced myself from everyone. I have nothing against them though. "Mama mama" eli yells. "baby babyyy" i say and he laughs making me laugh. "I love you" i say. "A la u" he says. "Awww" i say and tickle him.

"Uncle mattyyyyyy" i yell. "Aiiiiii" eli yells and i laugh. "Call him" i say. "AIIIIIII" he yells. Matt walks out his room and i laugh. "I gotta go" i say. "Come here eli" matt says. I put him down and he runs to matt. Eli LOVES matt , he always wants to be with him. "I'll be back in a bit. Ill text you and I'll bring you food" i say and matt nods. I go back in my room and put my shoes on. I then go outside and get in my Lamborghini Urus which matt got me. I then leave. On my way to the gate i get stopped by Jeffree. "Girl we gotta hang" he says. "Yeah we do. I'm meeting up with some friends right now. We can do something after?" I say. "Yeah text me when you get home" he says. "Alright" i say. We talk for a bit then i leave.

"Hey" i say as alex hugs me. "Hey" he says. "Is chris here?" I ask. "No i was waiting for you two" he says. "Sorry there was traffic" i say. "Its all good" he says. "I ordered some snacks while we wait" he adds and i nod. We stay quiet for a while. Its lowkey awkward. "Hows eli?" He asks. "He's good" i say and he nods. Chris then comes and he hugs me. We order then we wait. "So uh we wanted to talk to you because we just want to apologize about the whole situation" alex says. "Yeah we wanted to apologize to you personally" chris says.

"I just wanna make this clear , i have nothing against you two or any of the guys. I know my actions proved otherwise but i just had so many emotions. Emotions I'm still struggling with. Whatever problems we had or have are between us no one else involved" i say and they nod. We talk for a while and eat then i leave and stop by starbucks and get matt and eli something. Eli likes the strawberry refresher and obvs a cakepop.

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"We leave at 5pm" my dad says and i nod. Its currently 1pm today is friday meaning its the event. "Is cody coming? Is he leaving with us? Do you want me to see if we have space?" My dad asks. "Yes of course he is , he's going with the guys" i say. "Did you tell him what time?" He asks. "Yes i did" i say. I walk into what use to be my moms office. I turned it into my beauty room.

"Hey beauty" patrick says. Patrick Ta is now my makeup artist. He's 🔥. "Heyyy!" I say and hug him. "How have you been?" He asks. "Good , stressed but good" i say. "You?" I ask. "Good , I've had alot of job opportunities" he says. "That's great" i say. "Yeah" he says. He starts off by cleansing my face and what not. I've had my makeup done by him already like 10 times and it looks STUNNING. I love mario but he's been BUSY so i got Patrick. "How are you feeling about tonight?" He asks. "I'm nervous but excited. We've been working on this for so long" i say and he nods.

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Matt🤥
Sorry

I just can't

I can't do it. I thought i was ready to face it but im not. Sorry.

I know weve been working on this for so long but i just cant.

Me
What are you talking about?

Matt?