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"I don't even know why you would invite your EX GIRLFRIEND! I don't know why you doubt the feelings you have towards her!" I say. "Do i need to cancel everything? Yes or no?" I ask and he just looks down. "I can't fucking deal with you" i say and leave the room going upstairs. "You good?" Matt asks. "Eli is asleep in his room" he says. "I'm fucking annoyed" i say. "Why?" V asks. "I told him to watch Eli while i was at work. What did he do? He stayed playing his fucking game and payed no attention to Eli" i say. "He also invited his Ex to the wedding! He's confused about his feelings towards her!" I add.

"What now?" V asks. "I'm not going to marry someone who's doubting their feelings" i say. "Sa , i think you need to really think this through. Relax calm down and have a proper talk with him when you aren't pissed off anymore. This wedding process is no joke. Its not something you can  cancel like nothing then decide you want it back" he says. "I never said it was a joke nor am i taking this as a joke. I preventing the wedding by being a joke by not continuing on with this if he has feelings for someone else" i say and go to my room. On my way i see cody leave. I'm still pretty pissed off.

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Its now the next morning. I finished my morning routine now i just finish putting my shoes on. I haven't talked to cody. I don't know where he is. I'm clamer now but I'm not over it. Today I'm meeting up with momma jen. We're going to get our nails done. Ashli is having a day with Eli. "Ready to go with aunty ashi?" I ask. "Ashi" eli says and giggles. "Come on" i say. I grab his little backpack then go out to my car. I drive to their hotel then momma jen gets in the car and eli goes with Ashli. "I texted cody and he didn't answer" she says. Momma jen , she's been more of a mom to me than my actual birth giver.

"So hmm i need i guess advice? I don't know" i say. "Last night we got into an argument" i say. "Why?" She asks. "I had work the whole day , a bunch of meetings and at the end i had wedding planning" i say and she nods. "Before i left he was playing fortnite , he wasn't paying attention to anything i was say so i got frustruated and left. Before i left the room though i told him to watch Eli" i say and she nods indicating she's listening. "I got home with food and eli ran to me covered in markers and what not. First thing he said/wanted was food. I gave him some and it's like if he hadn't ate anything" i say.

"I then went to the room and he was still playing the game. I asked when he fed eli and he had no idea eli was under his supervision" i say and her eyes widen. "Meaning eli didn't eat anything the whole day" i say. "That's an issue we've been trying to work with him. He gets too into those games he doesn't focus on anything else" she says and i nod. "He is in the wrong no denying that" she says. "I don't know if this will help with whats going on but further down the line you'll be a married couple. You'll have to work through your problems and not let them go past that arguing point. In order for your marriage to last you need to work together" she says.

"Thats another thing. As of right this moment the wedding is on hold" i say and her eyes widen. "Why?" She asks.  "The wedding is close friends and family right? Yesterday the planner asked me if i knew if his list had confirmed. She gave me the list and all seemed correct expect one. Sabrina was on the list" i say. "I was upset because he's had this list for months and i had to find out two months away from the wedding and not even by him. I confronted him about that and he didn't say anything" i say. "Sabrina has always been a soft spot for him. She's always been someone who can get in between cody and i. Theres no denying nor hiding that which is why i asked if he had feelings for her" i say.

"All he did was stay quiet" i add. "Why would he invite someone he knows has always tried getting in the picture? I as a female understand where you come from , i wouldn't want the ex girlfriend of my soon husband to be at my wedding. No bride wants that. Yet again as a mom point of view , Sabrina was his highschool sweetheart , they dated until his rookie year. Like you said he's always had a soft spot for her and i would understand why he would want her there" she says. "Cody loves you. Trust me i know. You just need time. Give him time. Give yourself time to cool down so you can approach this situation in a mature way" she says as i park.

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Bubs💙
I know you have a girl's date with momma jen ... But

I'm sorry

I know i fucked up. I fucked up bad. I should've been responsible. I should've done what you asked me to do. I should've done what you had said , i know i can't do anything about it now but apologize. I also know we should have this conversation in person but i know i wouldn't be able to properly say it.

What i also want to apologize for is inviting her. I now realize its a selfish thing for me to do. I didn't put myself in your perspective. I didn't think it would be a big deal. Now i know i shouldn't have done that , i shouldn't have invited her. I admit my wrongs.

I love you. We've both fought for this ,us , our relationship for so long just to let it go. We finally reached the place I've wanted to be with you since the longest. Marriage , where i commit to you and our family. It's you and me , always. Never doubt my love for you. I've never doubted you nor my feelings towards you.

If you're available i'd think we should talk after the game tonight ...

I love you ... with all my heart.
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"So i made it this week to be my "crazy" week meaning do stuff I've wanted to do but never had the guts to do" momma jen says as i finish reading the texts. "Thats fun. What have you done?" I ask. "Nothing yet , thats why i came to you. I have a whole list. First thing is tattoo" she says. "Are you sure?" I ask and she nods. "Okay" i say chuckling. "I'll get one with you" i add. "Oh yes" she says and we both laugh. I drive to a tattoo parlor and lowkey begin getting nervous. "What are you getting?" I ask. "I want to get an E for Eli and his year" she says. "Thats cute" i say. "Should i say my second thing?" She asks. "Yeah" i say. "I've never tried weed" she says and i chuckle.

"You want me to get some?" I ask and she nods. "We only live once. Plus we deserve to have fun" she says and i laugh. "True" i say. Across the street from the parlor theres a dispensary , i stop there first and get some things then we go to the tattoo shop and get shit started. "Clay is gonna say I'm a bad influence" i say chuckling. "He knows about the list he just doesn't know when it's gonna happen" she says and inhales the smoke causing me to chuckle. So let me recap the rest of the night. She got STONED. And let me say shes the laughing / eating type. Anywho we got the tattoos and went to in n out and ate. After that we chilled for a bit , then we went to their hotel and we all knocked out.



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