Trust // Cody Bellinger

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Sahar 🌙
Hi there , so alot has happened within the past months. It's now December the 13th. Tomorrow is the BIG day. We've been here for nearly a week now. Today is our wedding rehearsal. I honestly have so many emotions right now. I'm nervous as fuck. I don't know , I'm nervous , I'm excited. I don't know how to explain it. "Sahar , we need to head out now" i hear.  "Coming" i say. We're staying at villa , one for myself and family. Cody is staying at the villa next door with his family and some friends. I fix my hair then grab my bag along with my phone and walk out. I get in the car with matt , vivian and my dad. "Is eli still with him?" Matt asks.  "Yeah he is" i say texting cody back. For the rest of the family members/friends we got two hotel room floors for them.

"We'll start off with the entrance to the walk , then hand off and exit" she says and i nod. "Okay one last time , just rechecking. It's just your father walking right." She asks. "Right" i say and she writes it down. "Okay just stand here , hook your arm on his" she says positioning us. She then goes and positions Cody's groomsmen , then positions the bridesmaids. "Okay go" she says. Cole (not bellinger but Tucker) goes first , then Jamie (his childhood bestfriend) , Mohamed (also his childhood bestfriend) , Patrick (also his childhood bestfriend) , Corey , Chris , Kike , Matt and Cole (his brother). Cole is his best man. Then its the bridesmaids.

First Vivian goes , then Ashli , Mariana , Alondra (my cousin) , Madysin , Aubrey (my cousin) , Miranda (cole t's gf) , Cole's gf , Patrick's wife , and Mohamed's girlfriend. You see i don't have that many female friends. I have billie ofc , kylie & the karjenners but yeah. I didn't want to put billie in an uncomfortable possition. I do get along with his friends girlfriends / wives. My maid of honor is vivian , it just felt right honestly. "Work it boy" i say as its Cody turn. He turns to look at me and laughs. He walks to his stop and i chuckle. "You will stay in the posotion until you hear the song" she says and they nod. "Sahar count 10 seconds right when the song starts then start walking down" she says and plays the song. "1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10" my dad and i count then start walking.

"When you walk , walk slower" she says. "Okay" we say. "Here you'll be asked. Who's sending her off" she says and he nods. "Okay then cody you'll get her hand once he puts it ontop of yours and you'll go to your spot together" she says and we do that. "Okay now one more time" she says and we get in line. "Sahar , Cody" she says. "I was thinking why not pair them up?" She asks. "Yeah that's fine with me" cody says. "Yeah" i say. "Okay guys come here" she says and they all gather around. "We're pairing you up" She says. "Vivian and Matt , Madysin and Corey , Mariana and Kike , Aubrey and Chris" i say then cody says the other names.

"Ahh , Cody and Sahar" my dad says. We're now at the rehersal dinner. My dad and his parents are gonna do speeches. "Sahar , you've been my little girl for so long. You've been my priced possesion. When you were born i had two main emotions , happiness and worry. Happy because i have my little girl , my princess. Worried because i knew i wouldn't be the only guy you'd have in your life. Worried because i knew what the world had for you. Worried because i knew what you were going to experience and i didn't want you to get hurt" he says. "When you were growing up , wow. You definitely were a handful. You had your princess days then had you "boy" days. Days when you dressed as a princes but would also box with me and Matthew" he says and we all chuckle.

"You're a strong girl , you've been tested in many ways , many levels and you've overcome them one by one. You've shown them no sign of weakness and thats admirable" he says. "Cody" he says in a serious voice and clears his throat causing us to laugh. "When i first me you my goal was to intimidate you and see if you could handle the pressure because i knew what you'd had to deal with Sahar. Getting to know you i definitely approved. I saw the good in you since day one. I knew something was different since day one. What made me approve of you more was seeing how happy you made my little girl" he says and i chuckle.