Wonderful Mistake
"I was 16 years old- just finishing high school when my parents decided to move back in Ph, I’m 100% Filipino but sa States ako lumaki, every other year lang kami umuuwi sa pinas, so nung nag moved out kami, nahirapan akong mag adjust about the ‘Filipino lifestyle’ you guys know how liberated americans are so yeah…
I’m not bragging or anything but I can say that I’m an attractive person, I used to hook up w guys (in the states), no string attached. 17 years old ako nung nakapasok akong UST, I took tourism. One time may nameet akong dude, he’s trying to get into the varsity or smth like that, Idk if people still believe in Love at first sight but I think I just experienced it, well not exactly because I’m a hormonal teenager that time so its more of like ‘Lust at first sight’.. Isang month lang nya yata akong niligawan or whatever then nag dating na kami. Sweet sya and nice and all that crap. We dated for a year. Until I found out that I was pregnant, I was really scared kasi alam ko that my parents will disown me, they are very strict.
After a week of finding it out, I told my boyfriend that I’m pregnant and I’m scared, like I’m literally losing my mind but I never thought about the other ‘option’ but what hurts the most was he had embarrassed and humiliated me. He basically told me that I’m a skank that hes not the one who got me knocked up, and kung sya man daw yung father ng ‘peste’ na ‘to hindi daw sya pwede mag step-in because wala pa syang naachieve, I mean what the fuck 16 years old lang ako, he’s almost 19 that time, he said that his parents- especially his dad would definitely kick him out and not support his studies, I was speechless and I started to sobbed, feeling ko nga nag hyperventilate pa ko, then sinabi pa nya sa mga ka teammates nya about our ‘little situation’, one of his friend suggested that I get an abortion, so that time nag hi-hysteric na’ko, seriously, they were discussing it as if I’m not in the same room with them. I was so scared and confused and its probably the pregnancy hormones because after they discussed ‘where I should go to get an abortion’ I started to cackled up, I punched my so called boyfriend and literally threw my heels on his friend’s face. I told him to fuck off and to go to hell, I was really furious, then after a few minutes, I told him that, that would be last time na makikita nya ko.
I went home after that, finding my mom in my room, holding those 3 PT na ginamit ko, so I started to cry again kasi idk if this is going to be another drama or what, but thank heavens my Mom accepted me, including my Dad, naaalala ko pa nung naupo ako on my Dad’s lap just to stop him from killing my asshole of a boyfriend. I told my parents everything, thankfully my Dad is kind of thrilled because he’s gonna be a grandpa, he suggested that I move back to the states and have the baby and have a new life, well, I agreed.
Funny thing is that I have twins now, a boy and girl. They got my Dad’s last name. They are 3- will be 4 years old this Christmas. The only problem is that their sperm donor is trying to contact me for almost a year now, idk what to do because were gonna visit to Ph this fall, I don’t want them near him, he hurt me too much and thankfully the kids still haven’t ask about their father yet because I don’t know what will I do, and from what I have gathered from my family, hes a very successful engineer now, no family. I dont feel anything for him since I gave birth, but I’m kind of thankful for him because I cannot imagine my life without my two little angels. x
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Jaymes
2011
College of Tourism and Hospitality Management
BINABASA MO ANG
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