Hi, yeah. So first of all I want to apologize that this is not an update.
Like, I'm really, really sorry. I was suppose to have chapters up last week but a lot of things got in the way.
I'm mostly ranting right now so feel free to ignore this if you wish. (Probably going to remove this later on. I don't know.)
Just so you guys now, I am a bit better now. There's this family feud going on right now, and has for this past week. Or for months actually, but it just resurfaced again.
I can't say too much because I don't want reason for more drama honestly.
There are reasons to why I don't stay in touch with most of my family.
Anyway. This feud resulted in my severe panic attacks coming back. I had my last one about five years ago, so it was really scary when I experienced two of them in the span of three days. (One of them was actually in public, in front of my friend so that took a lot from me as well.) I've talked to my therapist and I am doing better right now.
Anyway. I won't be able to frequently update until I've finished all paperwork and this whole nightmare is over, because I have zero energy for anything else right now. But I should be done by next week hopefully.
Only reason why I haven't updated is because I seriously love doing this. Writing is my life and it means so much to me when I see you guys' responses. So I want to give my best in each and every chapter, sentence and word I put into my books.
But right now I am in a mindset where I just want to get a chapter out as quickly as possible. But that always results in me not doing my best.
So that is why I am pausing for a few days and just taking a deep breath before I resume my writing and can give you guys chapters and stories I can proudly stand behind. To give you guys the chapters and story you deserve to read.
I just need a few days to wrap my head around everything going on.
I know a lot of you have messaged me and commented, letting me know that I could always talk to you guys.
And I really appreciate it, I do. I just have a crippling difficulty over sharing with people or talking about feelings in general. (I mean, it took my best friend two years before I even opened up about my family.)So please don't think that I don't appreciate your messages <3
Sorry for ranting . I just really needed this off my chest. And thanks if you read this trough.
Love you all <3 // E.J
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