Dolan Twins Imagines // 1

Just Once? // Ethan Dolan

===== (Flashback) [1 week ago]

"Just once?" His eyes sparkled in the dull lighting of his room. I shook my head,

"Eth, my parents would kill me." I could feel his fingers lacing with mine as his other hand worked the hem of my shirt. He got close to my ear, whispering,

"But we're here, and they're on the other end of the block. They think we're studying, yeah?" I could feel his smile against my neck as his lips pressed against the skin delicately. I shuddered. He was amazing. I nodded,

"Just once."

~Y/N's P.O.V~

In the haste of that night, don't worry. We used protection. Or did we? I don't know. But, it doesn't matter. I wasn't pregnant. I would've known. I didn't have any symptoms. My hips hurt, but I thought it was just a side effect of... you know, Ethan. Anyway, I was driving. It was early in the afternoon. Maybe 4 o'clock. I was at a stop light. I checked my phone. Ethan was being cute as usual,

Ethan 😘😍: hey

Me: ?

Ethan 😘😍: i miss you

Me: imy2

Ethan 😘😍: where are you rn

Me: driving

Ethan😘😍: shit

Me: ?

Ethan😘😍: are you near my house?

Me: we live down the street from each other

Ethan😘😍: that doesn't answer the question

The light turned green. I put my phone down, but a truck still T - boned me hard. I saw it coming. I felt sick. Then, nothing. I woke up in a hospital. I barely remembered anything. A doctor came in,

"Oh good, you're awake. Someone's been begging to see you, but I had to hold off until you woke up." In rushed Ethan. He hugged me,

"Baby, are you okay?" He stroked my hair. I nodded,

"I feel fine." I looked at the doctor. She nodded,

"You and the baby are going to be just fine. A little-" I was immediately blaming my bad hearing,

"BABY?!" I stared at Ethan. He looked just as shocked as me. The doctor nodded,

"The baby? I'm assuming you didn't know." She clutched her clipboard. I squinted,

"Well, no fucking shit we didn't know!" I gripped the starched white bed sheets. Ethan was gripping his hair,

"She's not pregnant. You're shitting me." He smiled feebly. The doctor shook her head,

"You're pregnant, Ms. Y/L/N." Ethan went white. He collapsed into a chair. I felt like the room was spinning. I shook my head,

"I can't be. I would've had symptoms by now. Right?!" I was begging for some kind of mishap. She shook her head,

"I have no idea. They might be slight though. Have you been dizzy, nauseous, or sore?" She was holding a pen. I nodded,

"My hips hurt earlier. But I thought... never mind." I was rocking back and forth. The doctor hummed,

"Yeah. We're gonna have to run some tests."

~[Time Stamp; 6:00 p.m]~ (Ethan's P.O.V)

The test results were positive. Y/N was pregnant. I refused to believe it, even though it was right in front of my face. I didn't really feel anything after that. I had a first person view of what my body was doing. Y/N was yelling in the car,

"Are you not even going to address this?!" She was flailing papers around. I parked in the driveway of my house. She didn't move,

"Take me home. I want to go home. Ethan-" I pushed a finger against her mouth. She brushed it off,

"Ethan, I. Am. Pregnant. Wh-" I faced her,

"And you think I don't fucking know that?! I'm just as scared as you are. I'm going to be a father and I have no idea how to do that!" I got out of the car, slamming the driver's side door. I stalked into the house. Y/N walked in after me,

"Ethan? Come here." She was in the living room. I was crying,

"Don't let her see you vulnerable. She's going to fall apart-" I was interrupted,

"Ethan. Get in here!" Y/N wasn't kidding. I wiped my tears, but more kept coming. I sat on the living room couch. Y/N pulled me back up,

"Pull yourself together." She was crying too. She sniffed,

"I have no idea what we're going to do." She paused, wiping her hands over my face,

"But, we got this." She pulled me close. I put my chin on top of her head,

"Y/N. You're pregnant. How- What are we supposed to do?" Fresh tears spilled out of my face orifices. Y/N didn't answer. I kissed the top of her head,

"My parents are going to kill me." That got her attention. She broke down again,

"Oh fuck!" She relaxed. I rubbed her back,

"We're gonna get through this." I rocked her back and forth. She shook her head,

"No, Ethan. What if we don't?" She was hysterical. I grabbed her shoulders lightly, shaking her,

"CAN YOU KEEP YOURSELF TOGETHER?!" I felt bad. I'd never yelled at her before. She backed away from me, gripping her stomach. I grabbed my hair,

"Y/N, I'm-" She shook her head. She paced,

"I'm gonna do it. Yeah, that's going to fix everything." She said something inaudible. I smiled,

"You're gonna keep it?! I'm going to be a dad?!" I was ready to celebrate. Just a little bit though. She looked at me like I was insane,

"What?!" She scoffed,

"I'm aborting. If I do that, it's going to be like nothing happened. We can all move on and be better prepared in case there's a next time."

~Y/N's P.O.V~

"Like fuck you're aborting." Ethan shook his head. I raised my eyebrows,

"Last time I checked, you didn't want me to be pregnant. What happened to that?" I crossed my arms. Ethan looked speechless. He looked like I had physically slapped him,

"I- I don't know what I want." He relaxed and looked deflated. Defeated. I touched his arm,

"I'm sorry. I just-I'm scared. What if we don't do it right, you know?" I stepped a little closer. He noticed and pulled me into his arms. It was dead silent. We didn't say anything. He just hugged me. Then,

"We have to tell someone. When we do, we ask for help." He kissed the top of my head. I nodded. Honestly, nothing seemed scarier. Telling my mom that Ethan got me pregnant. But, it was the only thing we could do,

"Okay."

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