Dolan Twins Imagines // 1

8 Letters // Grayson Dolan

Update: fuck preferences for now. i got my shit together.-KudosDolan

DO. NOT. GET. ON. MY. SHIT. ABOUT. ANYTHING. PLEASE. i did what i did on purpose. -KudosDolan

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I've been with Y/N for a while. 6 years to be exact. We knew virtually everything about each other. We kept no secrets. But there was always something I'd been hiding from her. I've wanted to truly know if she loved me. Yes, she loved me in the way of just being around me. But, I wanted to know if she had that same fiery passion as I did. I was so in love with her, I wouldn't change a thing about after we met.

~Grayson's P.O.V~

I kissed Y/N's forehead, leaning into her lap. She sighed, running her fingers through my hair,

"How was your day Grayson?" She flipped through T.V channels quickly, the colors blurring. I shrugged,

"It was okay. I have a lot on my mind, but it's no biggie." I bit my bottom lip consciously, licking it afterwards. Y/N stopped her movements, leaning to look at me,

"What's going on baby?" She shifted me off of her, turning the remark into a serious conversation. I shook my head,

"I promise. It's nothing serious. I just think too much. You do it too."

~Y/N's P.O.V~

"I promise. It's nothing serious. I just think too much. You do it too." Grayson flashed a smile, his cheeks dimpling. I couldn't help but smile, his own reassuring my doubts. I continued flipping through channels, eventually finding one. I shivered, getting up and toggling the thermostat. It flashed green, signaling that it was ready for use. I cranked the heat up, a good and fresh sister 72 degrees. I went back to Grayson, who was deep in thought by the look on his face. I sat down,

"Gray? There has to be something wrong." I pouted, sliding into his lap. He tipped his head to the side, pressing his lips against mine. I obliged, kissing him with ever fiber of my being. He pulled away, slightly flushed at the cheeks,

"Nothing. Is. Wrong."

~2 days later~ (Y/N's P.O.V)

I stared outside from the window seat, watching the rain assault the pavement below it. I let out a loud sigh,

"It's so nice when it rains. Cuddle weather." I turned to Grayson. He was zoning out. He did that a lot nowadays, tunes everything out and just stays in his own head for too long. I let him be, staring back out the window. The silence was shattered, Grayson's voice soft and low,

"Y/N, I love you so much." His breathing could be heard over my racing heartbeat. Blood rushed, audible deep in my ears. My fingertips pulsed, my hands going cold. I turned to him, my mouth struggling to cooperate with my brain. I felt like I was shutting down, I couldn't force anything to happen. Grayson went red,

"D-Do you not love me?" His voice was choked with tears. I fought for the right words, still getting nothing. Grayson got up, running his hand through his hair,

"T-That's fine." He walked to the door, opening. I finally got something,

"Grayson, please. I-" The look over his shoulder shut me up. He looked sad beyond words,

"I said that's fine Y/N. There's no need to f-force anything."

~Grayson's P.O.V~

I just got paid dust in real life. I told Y/N that I was in love with her, something that I'd been holding back for so long and she couldn't even speak any words. I stomped out of the house, tears streaming down my face. I snatched a hoodie from wherever, slipping it on and leaving. I didn't know where to go, I didn't even know where I could go. I drove to Ethan's shared house with his wife, knocking on the door. He opened it, shirtless,

"Oh, hey bro." He welcomed me in. I had been there millions of times, so I just sat on the couch and sighed. Ethan sat beside me, throwing an arm around my shoulder,

"What's up man?" His sympathy made me sick. I rolled my eyes,

"I told Y/N that I loved her and she didn't say anything. She just stared at me like I had two fucking heads." I tapped my foot angrily. Ethan shushed me, looking around,

"Watch the profanity. Lia's somewhere around here." His eyes went wide as a cute 'boo' sounded throughout the living room. His small daughter ran up to him, jumping onto his lap,

"Hi Daddy." She put a hand on my face, petting my beard,

"Hi Uncle Gray." Her 'r' sounded more like a 'w', her speech making my heart melt. I playfully ruffled her brunette hair,

"Hey Lia."

~Y/N's P.O.V~

I felt horrible. I felt like the worst person in the world. Grayson told me that he loved me and I couldn't say it back. I paced, seriously contemplating,

"Do I love Gray? I've been with him for years. He makes me so happy and everything feels right with him. I can't lose him like this-" My mind went 'KABOOM',

"I'm in love with Grayson."

~Grayson's P.O.V~

I spent the next hour venting to Ethan's wife, Emma. She gave me the simplest advice,

"Give Y/N time. She was probably shocked by the timing. That's all you can really do. I don't believe you'd wanna rush her into things." She shrugged and patted my cheek. I sighed and laid backwards on the couch. Out of nowhere, there was incessant knocking and door bell ringing. I heard some rambled talking and Ethan,

"He's in there."  I heard the door close. I stood, watching Y/N slide into the room dangerously. She almost fell, running up and into me. I stumbled and she sobbed into my shoulder. I pitched backwards, pulling her back,

"What happened?!" I tried to pry her hands away from her face. She wiped her tears,

"I LOVE YOU TOO!" Her body slumped against mine, shaking from all her crying. I rubbed her back,

"Baby what-" Her lips smashed onto mine. Her tongue slid into my mouth, deepening the kiss. When she pulled away, she breathed like she'd never done so before,

"I'msosorryIwasjustshockedearlierandIcouldn'tforcemymouthtosyanythingbutGraysonIreallyloveyouandIwantyoutoknowthat." Her eyes watered again. I wiped her tears,

"Calm down first." I wiped her face again. She nodded. I continued,

"Next, I love you too." I pulled her body back against mine, hugging her tightly. She coughed,

"Gray, I can't breathe." She tapped my arm. I let her go, smiling widely. Slow claps rung through the living room. I looked around Y/N, Ethan and Emma both standing there sarcastically congratulating us. I rolled my eyes,

"Alright." I shooed at them. Emma stuck her tongue out at me,

"Told you so." 

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