Dolan Twins Imagines // 1

Insecure // Ethan Dolan

===== (Ethan's P.O.V)

~Backstory~

Y/N's always wearing super short shorts and bras around the house to tease me or crop tops that are completely see through. Her mood just plummeted one day and she stopped it all. I always subconsciously waited for her to tease me, but when she stopped, I was confused.

~Ethan's P.O.V~

I watch Y/N walk out of our room,

"Baby, come cuddle." I open my arms. She smiles slightly and happily climbs on top of me. I reposition on the couch so that she's on my lap. I reach my hands to the back of her hoodie, teasing around to see her reaction. She slaps my arms,

"Stop it." She hugs me. I continue to tease her, rubbing my hands up and down her thighs from the outside of her sweats. She hits me harder,

"I said stop it." She flips off of me and crosses her arms over her chest. I poke her,

"Come on. You laugh when I do that." I lay my head in her lap. She pushes me off,

"Well, I didn't laugh. That should say something." She rolls her eyes and walks off. I follow her, trying to debunk her attitude,

"Babe, what did I do?" I hug her waist. She slides away from me,

"Nothing." She keeps her distance. I step forward and she takes a step back. I slide my bottom lip between my teeth,

"Can you tell me what happened?" I reach towards her. She pushes my hands and walks away. I finalize the decision to give her some space.

~1 hour~

I go into our room and find Y/N looking super peaceful. I crawl onto the bed and lay my head on her upturned backside. She snaps to attention,

"Get off of me." She squirms. I hold down her waist,

"No." She flips over completely, slipping away from me. She dashes to the bathroom and I hear something crack. I stop caring and pop the door open. She wipes her eyes and stands quicker than I bust the door open,

"Get out please." She shoos me politely. I shake my head,

"Fuck that. I'm not leaving until you tell me what the hell is wrong with you." I cross my arms. She sighs, avoiding my eyes,

"Nothing is wrong, Ethan. Just please-" I shake my head and scoff,

"You won't let me kiss you, you won't let me hug you. You won't let me touch you. Hell, if you caught me, you probably won't let me look at you. Look me in the fucking face and tell me you're fine! Tell me the god damn truth!" I take a deep breath. Her eyes flicker to mine and she starts crying again. I immediately feel bad for yelling. I yank her into my chest and hold her like she'll die if I don't. She cries into my chest, not even fighting the contact. I'm about to ask her again, but she tells me anyway,

"I'm insecure. I don't like my chest, my arms, my stomach, my thighs, my anything! I just don't want you to think the same thing and b-break up with me." She latches onto me like a koala and wraps her legs around my torso. I kiss her head,

"I'm not going to break up with you." I put my chin on top of her head. She holds me tighter,

"Do you promise?" Her sniffles came one after another. I nod,

"I promise."

~1 hour~ (Ethan's P.O.V)

I lay down with Y/N after a while of filming. She flips over so she's facing me. Our lips were mere inches apart,

"Hi." She whispers. I smile,

"Hi." I close the gap in between our lips and kiss her passionately. She pulls away sooner than usual. I pull her body close to mine, savoring the warm feeling,

"You're beautiful." I press my lips against hers once again, deepening it as I flip her over. She looks so vulnerable underneath me, scared even. I caress her face softly, kissing her collarbone,

"We're going slow this time." I slip her clothes off and take my time to admire her body. She struggles to cover herself, but I pin her arms above her head,

"No." I slip my shorts off. Her eyes widen and I kiss her chest before pulling away,

"I'll be gentle."I nod and she repeats my action. I position and slowly enter her. Her eyes flutter shut and she moans. I brace my hands on both sides of her head,

"You're beautiful. I swear to you." I thrust slowly and rhythmically, watching as she takes all of the pleasure. She throws her head back, her nails digging into her palms,

"Fuck." She laces her fingers with mine. I roll my hips into hers, pulling my body back and repeating my actions. Her walls clench around me,

"E-Ethan, I'm close!" I drop my head into the crook of her neck and she bites my shoulder. I glance at her,

"Fuck, I know." I feel her clench again and she moans as she releases. I ride out her high, reaching my own and pulling out as it happens. I collapse beside her, running my hand through her sweat layered hair. She cuddles close to me,

"Thank you." Her voice sounds cracked. I kiss her forehead,

"Never forget that you're beautiful. I love you too much to see you like that." 

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the outro in this week's video... -KudosDolan.