10.Fairytales don't exist

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~Jellybean's POV~
If you don't belong,don't stay long.
I liked the quote,I found it on a website and it always stuck with me.It was a quote I felt I could live by.I never belonged anywhere or to anyone.I accepted it,it's just how my life is.However somehow,here at Sunnyside Trailer park I feel a slight sense of belonging,acceptance in a way.But I know,deep down I don't belong here,I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason.If I did belong here with Dad and Jug,why wasn't I here all my life? Why did I spend years in Toledo with a mom who faked her love for me and a step-dad who,well disguised his hatred? Life is no fairytale,well not mine at least.I'm no Cinderella or Snow-White,waiting for someone to save me from my rotten life and deliver me a new,happy,magical one.As much as I wish,I'm no damsel in distress,no prince is gonna come and give my life a meaning of purpose.
So I must leave.I have to plan my run-away carefully,it's gonna take time.I don't exactly know just yet where I'm going to go,I'll find somewhere I'm sure,maybe I could stay in the old Twilight drive-in cinema,back when I had a real Riverdale family who loved each other,we would often spend Sunday's there watching various movies under the night sky.After the fighting starting my brother would still occasionally bring me there as a kind of escape.It closed down long after I left Riverdale.I could sleep there,food wouldn't be too hard to come-by.Sometimes mom and Dave were so busy in their lovey-dovey sickening romance they would forget all about me.I learned to fend for myself.I could find a small job,maybe work at pops?I would have to work mornings to avoid being seen by jug or his friends.My great run away was going to take a while to plan,so for now I plan to enjoy life here at Riverdale.School starts in less than two days,great...I've always hated school,usually I bunked,the school never noticed and mom didn't care.Somehow I didn't think it would be that easy here at Riverdale.
Jughead was taking me to pops today,we were meeting up with his pals Archie and Veronica and of course his girlfriend Betty.I changed into my black ripped jeans and a plain white baseball shirt with red sleeves.I pulled a pink parka hoodie on over it and tied my hair into a high ponytail with a matching pink velvet scrunchie.I admired my outfit,I felt cute in it.I pulled on my white converse and followed jug out to his motorbike which he was starting up.I hopped on the back and we arrived at Pops in no time.
AUTHORS NOTE
I've been working on this book a lot lately,publishing a new chapter almost every few hours if you haven't noticed!! Please comment feedback on this story I'd love to know what people think <3

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