Avengers Imagines pt.1

Apologies *️⃣ Bucky.

Song : SYML - where's my love.

Imagine; you're pregnant and Bucky gets angry and shuts you out, until you tell him how it happened.
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'You should tell him y/n, he will think that you cheated on him...'

'He will think hat anyway, he wouldn't let me explain..' you reply as you look at the positive pregnancy test in your hand.

'Bucky's different...'

'Would you let me talk after I tell you that I'm pregnant from another guy when we've been dating for two solid years?'

'No....'

'Exactly, I can't tell him, I'm gonna let it get removed and never talk about this again..'

'Y/n, you're allowed to show pain...and sadness, what happened wasn't easy...'

'I know, but I'd rather keep this to myself...you're the only one who knows the full story... and I'd like to keep it that way...'

'Honey no, you need to tell the story to be able to move on..'

'I'm already over it...' you snap.

'Already over what?' Bucky walks in confused.

'Tell him y/n...'Natascha gets up and walks out of the room to give you some privacy.

'Tell me what?' Bucky smile as he sits down.

His smile falters when he sees your troubled expression painting your face.

You look down at the little stick in your hands and his eyes grow wide.

'You're pregnant?, how?, you didn't want to get intimate...not with me..'

'Listen I can explain...'

'You cheated on me didn't you?'

'What no!, it's not like that!'

'That's why you didn't want to do anything with me...you had someone else...' his eyes change from soft to angry and cold as he stands up.

'Just let me explain...' you try to grab his wrist but he pulls it back as he storms out of the room.

'Bucky Wait!' You rush after him but he slams the door in your face.

You take a step back and tears start to well up in your eyes.

You don't even bother trying to talk to Bucky, you know him way to well to know that he won't budge, not when he's like this.

You walk to your own room, which you usually don't spend that much time in.

You walk in, slam the door and sit down on the bed.

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Natascha heard everything, and she can't believe Bucky could be so heartless, not letting y/n explain.

She stomps to Bucky's room and firmly knocks on the door.

'Go away!' Bucky replies.

'Barnes I swear to god if you don't open this fricking door right now I will kick it in !' She yells.

The door unlocks and Natascha storms in.

'Are you stupid or just acting like it?, y/n is the best thing that ever happened to you and you don't even give her a chance to explain?!'

'She is pregnant with another mans baby Nat!'

'Have you even stopped to think that there's more to this than you think?'

'She had sex with another man Natascha!, there's nothing that can change that...'

'It can change when she didn't give her consent to him!'

'What are you talking about?'

'I'm not the one to tell you, but if I don't...I'm gonna regret it....'

'Tell me what?' He snaps.

'She is afraid to tell you how she got pregnant...Buck... the man that made her pregnant forced himself onto her...he drugged her on a girls night out...I found her...dumped in an alley...she refuses to talk about it ever since she told me...'

Bucky needs a moment to process what he's hearing. He sits down and thinks for a moment.

'She's embarrassed, she is an avenger and yet he could  easily have his way with her, she feels stupid, she was afraid of you reacting like that...she has an appointment for an abortion and was planning on never telling you...'

'What?!' His head snaps towards Nat and she nods.

He stands up and makes his way over to your room. He knocks on the door and you sniff.

He opens the door and finds you curled up on the bed, sobbing and heavily crying.

'Y/n...' Bucky says, it pains him to see you like this, he has never seen you this hurt in the three years of knowing each other.

'I'm sorry...I'm so sorry Buck...' you sob on repeat and he shakes his head.

'No, you don't get to apologise, Nat told me everything...it's not your fault you hear me?' He lays down next to you and he pulls you into his arms.

'Please don't be mad at me, I'm an idiot...'

'No I get it...' you wipe away your tears as you look at him.

'I hate to ask, but what are we going to do?'

'We?'

'You think I'm gonna let you go?, hell no...'

'I have an appointment for an abortion...'

'Is that really what you want?, because you don't have to do it for me...I'm fine either way...'

'I-I Don't know...'

'I'll be here, by your side no matter what you decide..'