Avengers Imagines pt.1

forgive and forget *️⃣ Bucky.

Song: BØRNS - past lives. (This song is my favourite now)

imagine: Bucky successfully remembered everything and everyone from his past, everything and everyone except you.
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Bucky's progress was impressive to say the least. His memory restored itself pretty quickly, not everything but the most things.

And after a while he remembered basically everything, except you.

That day you were excited, excited that he would finally remember every moment you two have shared in the past. But the excitement turned into silent sadness.

You tried, god knows how you tried to keep things normal, but you were hurt. More than you could put into words.

So instead of saying why you were sad, you started avoiding Bucky as much as possible.

And after a while he started to notice it too.

Every time he would enter the room, you would come up with an excuse to go out of it.

Every time he looked at you, you would avert your gaze, as soon as he looks away from you, you look his way.

He's confused, why would you try to avoid him?, did he do something wrong?, say something he wasn't supposed to?.

He was going to find out, no matter what.

'Steve?, can I ask you something?'

'Yeah go ahead...'

'Do you know why y/n's avoiding me?' He asks and Steve frowns.

'She's avoiding you?'

'Yes Steve, haven't you noticed that?'

'No I haven't...and even if she is avoiding you, I wouldn't know why...'

'Why don't you go talk to her?' Nat walks in.

'Eaves dropping again Nat?'

'I have nothing better to do...so yeah...'

'I'm gonna go talk to her...' Bucky mutters as he makes his way to your room.

You're sitting on your bed, tangled in the sheets and an open book in front of you. A book of pictures of you and Steve, you and your best friend Peggy. And pictures of you and Bucky.

It took you a long tome to ever look at those again. You and Bucky laughing, and in one you're even sharing a kiss.

'Whatcha doin?'

'Nothing...' you quickly close the book and set it aside.

'What's up?' You ask.

'You've been avoiding me...why?'

'I haven't been avoiding you...'

'You were always a bad liar...'

'Not that you remember...'

'Okay That was passive aggressive, what's going on?' He sits down and you cross your arms.

'There's nothing going on....'

'You're lying to me again y/n!' His voice is a little bit louder than before. He's clearly irritated by you lying to him.

'Do you want to know what's up?, do you really?'

'Yes I do!'

'Fine!, I'm sad and hurt that you remember everything and everyone from your past except me!, it hurts!' You raise your voice and it feels good to finally get that off of your chest.

'Every time I look at you, I remember everything we used to have and it hurts okay!, and it hurts even more that you don't remember it...and every goddamn fine I look at old pictures I start to feel worse!'

'Y/n, what are you talking about?, I know you since like two years...'

'That's what you think, god I know you since we were kids!, if it wasn't for you being shipped off to somewhere we would've been married!' You blurt our and you immediately cover your mouth.

'Wait...what?' He slowly says.

You don't know how to react and neither does he.

'I'm sorry...' he then apologises.

'No it's not your fault...it's Hydra's...they took you from me...and it's not fair to blame you for it...just forget this conversation...'

'Why would I want that?' He sits down next to you.

'Y/n, I finally understand something now and you have no idea...I felt so.. I don't know connected to you or something and now I finally know why...'

'Say what now?' You reply.

'And I still have a ring that I couldn't wrap my head around, I always asked myself where it came from and what the story behind it is...'

'You put the ring on your necklace with the little plate..you didn't want to lose it...you said this way-'

'You'd always be close to my heart...' he finishes your sentence.

'I remember again....doll..'

You launch yourself forward and you wrap your arms around him as he falls back on the bed.

He starts to chuckle and you start to cry tears of joy.

After a while he sits up and now you're straddling him.

'The offer still stands you know?, do you still want to be my fiancé?'

'Yes'