Avengers Imagines pt.1

Afraid? Pt. 2 *️⃣ Steve/Bucky (requested)

Song: Selena Gomez - Back to you.

'Start talking...' you cross your arms as again Bucky and Steve are near you.

'We want to apologise...' Steve speaks up but Bucky stomps him.

'I...I, want to apologise...'

'You have a lot of nerve coming here...especially after I told you I'd stick a bullet in your brain...'

'Y/n...'

'Did you hear me?'

'Hmm?'

'Did you hear me call out for you? From under that pile?'

'Yes..'

You can't help but let the tears come out, not out of sadness, but out of anger.

'And you still decided not to help me?, I was your best friend, the magnificent three Steve!, like we agreed when we were 8... I needed to change everything for you two!, and then you leave me!'

'I understand y/n..'

'I don't think you do Steve!, You. Left. Me. To. Die!' You interrupt him.

'I wanted to go back for you, I did!'

'Then WHY DIDN'T YOU?!' You shout.

'I thought I was going crazy...I thought I was hearing voices again...' he admits.

'What do you mean again?'

'When I lost you the first time, I began hearing your voice everywhere, my mind was driving me crazy...I thought my mind was doing it again...'

'Steve I...' you blink the tears away.

'He has a death wish as you know...' Bucky mixes in the conversation.

'That's all because you can hear my voice?'

Steve nods and you guide him to the couch and the three of you sit down.

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am so sorry, I should've checked if it was really you and I... and when I saw you take out that man...something inside of me wanted to see you again, even though you threatened to kill us... I needed to explain myself...'

This is the first time an a while that you have seen Steve cry. Even when you were kids, you only had him seen crying two times. Over the death of both his parents.

Meaning that he is hurting.

You can't lie about it, you always had and still have a soft spot for him. If something's wrong you would always be there for him.

You were there when a girl left him in the rain after his first date. You were there when the doctors would check up on him. And you were there when he was transformed into the muscly mess he is now. You almost died but hey, it was worth it.

'I know you feel betrayed and I understand, I would feel the same...you were always there for me and when you needed me the most I wasn't...and I...' he chokes up even thinking about hurting you like this.

Bucky glances at you and you look back at him.

He doesn't even need to say what he's thinking, you can already spell the words he's trying to say to you, just by looking in his eyes.

'I'm not asking you to forgive me-'

'But I will....' you finally reply and he looks at you as you shift closer.

'I was angry at you, but I never thought about the possibility that you may have a very reasonable explanation...and I'm not even remotely angry anymore for what you did, I'm upset that you didn't tell me what was going on...you can't keep it a secret Steve, look what happened...' you speak softly and he nods.

'It's humiliating, having to admit that you're not all that tough...'

'I know you better than that Steve...you were always tough, but in a different way...to me you're not manlier because you have muscles now...you were always way more of a man than all those other guys back then...having to admit that you have voices in your head....it's not going to take away any of that....'

'So you'll forgive me?'

'Yes, I mean it will take a while to fully go back as to what we were in the past...but this is a start...'

'Aww she does have a heart...' Jared closes the door.

'Do you honestly have feelings at all?, we're in a serious conversation...' you roll your eyes at Jared.

'A feelings...wish I had those...' He jokes and you chuckle.

'Don't mind him...wait actually, Steve...he is the example of what I meant to say, you can act tough, but it doesn't make you more manly...' you smirk.

'I am a man...'

'Keep saying that, maybe one day it will actually stick...' you smile at him making the four of you laugh.

You wrap your arm around Steve's and Bucky's head, messing up their hair

'You're my best friend, don't forget that, and you too Barnes...'

'Yes ma'am..' they both chant at the same time.

A/N: heyyyyyy so requests are going slow, and so is the writing in general, here's why;

1. I have a million essays(???) to write,
2. I need to make a fantasy story for school with my classmates.
3. I have a lot of appointments at the hospital and foot specialist and stuff.
4. Internship real ness
5. School realness.

But but but, I will speed it up when it's weekend again, because work won't actually let me work, I'm being released from them in February.

What am I even saying,

I'm getting fired then so yeah.

Oh

6. Finding a job to be able to afford my luxurious lifestyle of shopping at Primark and going to the movies. 😂

I'll try to update again tomorrow !

You guys are the best!, you have no idea how much it means to me that you spend your time on this book instead of doing something else

And now I'm crying 😅