Avengers Imagines pt.1

Smokebreak *️⃣ Bucky.

Song: The neighbourhood - baby came home 2 valentines.

Imagine; watching Red Sparrow and it brings up your awful memories, so you walk to the balcony crying, and Bucky checks if you're okay.
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'You wanna watch a movie with me and Steve,  y/n?' Bucky pops his head around the corner and you smile.

'Sure!' You jump up and walk with him.

'So what movie are we watching?'

'Red sparrow...its about a-'

'Sparrow, I know I've been wanting to watch it for a while now...' you nod.

You sit down in between Steve and Bucky as Steve starts the movie.

After a couple minutes you start to get your own flashbacks just by watching the movie.

You try to look away but something about the movie makes you want to keep looking, it's like you're watching a movie about yourself.

You glance at Steve who's glued to the screen and you glance at Bucky, who's exactly the same.

You feel the tears stinging in your eyes as you watch the movie and you can't handle it anymore.

You get up and rush to the balcony, muttering something with the words smoke and break.

You put your hands in the railing, trying to catch your breath as tears spill from your eyes.

You can't even stand anymore so you let yourself sit down in the corner as you put your hands on your ears. Trying to clear your head.

'Did she just say she's going on a smoke break?' Steve asks confused.

'Yeah something is wrong, I'm going to check on her...' Bucky gets up and follows you.

After a couple seconds you feel two hands on yours and you look up.

Bucky puts your hands down and sits down next to you.

'You alright?' He asks.

'I just needed a cigarette...' you lie.

'You can lie to everyone else, but not to me...first of all you don't smoke...second of all I found you crying, you're not okay...talk to me...'

'I thought I could leave it behind...turns out I was wrong...it's like I'm watching a movie about my own life...'

'You were a sparrow?'

You turn your head to him and nod.

He puts an arm around your shoulder and you lay your head on his arm.

'It's okay to admit you're not okay, you know that right?'

'I do know that, I don't like people seeing me weak...that's not the style of a-'

'A sparrow...' he finishes your sentence and you nod.

'But you know what, you're not a sparrow, not anymore, you're not someone's slave anymore, you're y/n...the sweet, dorky and badass girl who an kick my ass anytime...'

'Thank you, for saying that, I guess I just needed someone to say that to me...' you smile as you lift your head to look at him.

'Did you really think a smoke break would work?'

'It was that or "I have to iron my cat"' you joke.

'Listen I have something to confess...'

'You like me...' you smirk.

'Oh do I now?' He chuckles.

'How can you tell?'

'Observing is second nature to me, I observe everything I see, everyone I see...within one second I can see someone's whole personality...'

'I should definitely take you to a fancy restaurant to hear you observe everyone there, that would be entertaining as hell...'

You both look at each other and burst out laughing.

You start to tear up out of nowhere and a single tears slips down your face, only to be wiped away by him.

'You're right, I do like you...' he mutters before pressing his lips on yours.

After a full minute you separate again and you shake your head.

'A kiss from a sparrow doesn't end well...'

'I'm willing to take that risk...'