C H A P T E R
E I G H T Y T H R E E
I stood up and bowed at him, "annyeong." I greeted. He greeted back with a smile that once I fell for, but of course everthing's changed.
"What are you doing here?" I asked and sat back down the swing, he sits on the other empty swing beside mine. His smile turned into a bitter one, I know him well...
He looked away and said, "I want a closure with you."
My mind puzzled with what he said, closure? I smiled and nodded.
"Sure." I mumbled. I think it's time to reveal his reason for his mistake he made, it was really hard for me to move on since he's my first love.
He looked at me while smiling. It's kinda awkward for me being alone with him, we didn't meet for a long time so I guess this is the cause of awkwardness that I feel.
"I'm sorry..." He apologised with his head down, the past immediately rewinds on my mind.
"I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for the rude words I've said to you, I'm sorry for playing with your feelings. I'm sorry for everything."
A tear slipped of my eye, I wiped it away when he looked up to me.
"I know my mistakes are unforgiveable, but still I'm so sorry, Y/n." Junghyun trailed off while frowning.
"Sorry for making you a rebound." He mumbled and covered his face, I heard his muffled cried behind his hands.
"But I did." I uttered. He uncovered his face then I saw him crying, his face is already red whils his eyes are opened wide.
He inquired, "w-what do you m-mean?"
I looked away whilst smiling, "I already forgave you."
"W-Why?"
I grinned and glanced at him, "don't you want?"
"O-Of course I want! But w-why did you do that? I don't deserve your forgiveness!"
"I realized, maybe I lacked of something that's why you cheated on me with your ex-girlfriend. However, you taught me lessons during the time we were together, it made me what I am today. You made me stronger, you also brought something up from me... Junghyun, thank you for teaching me how love is, thank you because you took away my dark clouds." I confessed.
I took our relationship as a lesson not a thing to be sad about. Of course I was sad and depressed when he left me, he cheated on me and threw disrespectful words toward me. I was desperately want him back, but Mihae urged me to move on. I even stopped fangirling when I was down since we broke up. I came back when I was on the middle of moving on. BTS really helped me through my darkest hours.
"You didn't lack something or anything, Y/n. You're actually an ideal girlfriend to be honest. I'm so guilty for hurting you, a treasure like you should give importance. And that was one of my mistakes..." He muttered sadly, I guess everything happens for a reason.
"If only I wasn't a d¡ckhead, up until now we're still together." He flashed a smile meanwhile, I'm here puzzled with what he said.
I scratched my nape and questioned, "what do you mean by 'still'?"
He sighed shakily then a tear escaped from his eye. I waited for him to say something, I have an idea but of course it's still better to ask for a confirmation.
"Y/n, I'm still in love with you."
