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Junghyun's POV
I guess, this is the sign for me to move on. I knew I have no chance for her, 'cause everytime he is with Kookie I can see the sparks in her eyes.
The eyes that had the sparks when we were together.
I was an idiot back then, why did I even play with her heart? It hurts to see her with Jungkook but what can I do? I deserve all the pain since from the start I treated her wrongly. If only I wasn't a dumb@ss, I'm still with her. I'm in the position of Kookie making her smile, laugh, happy.
When my ex-girlfriend used me again after me and Y/n broke up. I realised, I'm really in love with her, I was about to come after her but I heard that she was in states for good. I was so depressed and guilty, so guilty to the point I want to kill myself. I took medications and even visited a doctor for my health, my depression went away but my love and guilt for her didn't change.
Well, it's not a bad decision that I let gave her away, it's for her sake anyways. I bet Jungkook can take care of her than me, I don't derserve such a precious human.
I wiped my tears and smiled infront of the picture I am holding. This was me and Y/n when we were still studying, she was a second year highschool student while I was a fourth year highschool student. I hid the picture and head toward the comfort room. I washed my face, I checked my face in the mirror smiling.
She said I'm more handsome when I smile.
"Hyung!" I heard Jungkook shout from the outside. I dried my face with a towel, then I opened the door knob
"Can I talk to you?" He asked, I suddenly got anxious. This gotta be a serious talk. I let him in then I closed the door.
He sits on the edge of my bed while wearing his serious expression. I just snatched the chair infront of my desk and sit infront of him.
I crossed my arms and questioned, "what do you want to talk about?"
"About you and Y/n."
