we talked for what felt like days, but was really just a few hours. we talked, cried, and laughed together about everything going on in each others lives. it felt good to open up to her again. I don't know why we stopped talking.
Jayda has been my bestfriend for years and it felt amazing knowing I had her approval over billie and our relationship
"she seems to really care about you," Jayda started," and you seem to as well"
"I really do J, and everything that's been going on recently she just feels right, you know?" I said
" I get that, but i'd never pictured you with a girl before..." Jayda said raising an eyebrow at me
" I didn't either but it's just something about her... I really love that girl" I said awkwardly blushing
" does she know that?"
"I think so, but I haven't found the right time to tell her yet" I said looking down at the ground.
"you need to tell her," Jayda said grabbing my hand," I can't believe I've missed out on so much, I wish I could've been there for you."
"yeah I missed this but with all that drama I kinda just want to forget about it." I said in a sigh
" then lets go out tonight and forget about all of it. when was the last time we went out? a month ago?" Jayda said pulling on my arm
"I don't know J... my life's been so boring I don't know if I can even party anymore" I said with a chuckle
"only one way to find out" Jayda said dragging me into her closet
Jayda was really good at convincing me. I don't know how she does it. but I guess i'm going out tonight.
this should be fun
Jayda quickly went through my things and threw some clothes at me
"ooo wear these" she said in awe
she had passed me a white crop top and my black leather pants. Kinda sexy but not too bad for a night out.
I quickly did my hair and make up, not too much.
after a while we were both ready to leave.
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BILLIES POV
I've spent the entire day up in my room, I just sat in my bed writing new lyrics for some songs. after hours of doing this I was so bored.
I started a live and just talked to some of my fans, but a few minutes in I got a little annoyed. all their comments were just questions about Katherine, or my exes. so I ended the live and just rested in bed lifelessly
I miss kat, maybe we can talk for a bit if she isn't busy with Jayda.
calling kat💖...
straight to voice mail.
"ughhh" I fell back on my bed.
I went onto Instagram again just liking some fan edits when I saw...
katherinee
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liked by wherearetheavocados and 125,762 others katherinee-my baby🖤 Billiebitch-What about Billie Jayjay-❤️ Wherearetheavocados- used to call me that...*comment deleted* Wherearetheavocados-👀
So Katherines out at a party? Really? I'm trying to call her and she's out getting drunk and high... Jesus she should've just stayed at my place.
was she mad at me or something why wasn't she answering my texts?
I'm not gonna be a crazy jealous girlfriend so I'll just like and delete my petty comment.
I really hope she doesn't get fucked up and do something stupid tonight.
KATHERINES POV
I was having a good time out with Jayda. we were on the dance floor, drinks in one hand, joints in the other.
it's been a while since I've smoked, but I needed this, I needed a break. I wanted out of my head, I wanted to stop over thinking.
but then my phone buzzed for what felt like the millionth time tonight
7 missed calls from bil
bil: hey can we talk
bil:kat? are we okay?
bil: should I not have kissed you in front of Jayda?
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wherearetheavocados commented on your post: used to call me that...
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"fuckkkkkk" I said dropping my joint and grabbing onto Jayda
"what's wrong?" Jayda said looking at my overly intoxicated self
" somethings up with Billie... can we go?" I said stumbling around
" just wait a bit longer and we'll go home together okay?" Jayda said grabbing onto me
"okay fine"
Jayda was way too good at convincing me, especially when I'm drunk.
why did Billie think I was mad at her?
I went into my messages and began to read her texts...
oh she thought I was mad over that? I don't care if Jayda saw us kiss, she knows everything now. I stepped outside the crowded area and found a quiet place to answer Billie
you're crazy I'm not mad bil, I'll call you-
then my phone died
just my luck
BILLIES POV
I checked my phone again to see if Katherine had answered, I needed to ease my thoughts
hey can we talk?
Kat? are we okay?
should I not have kissed you in front of Jayda?
Read at 1:37am
Katherine fucking left me on read?!
what the fuck did I do, why is she mad at me? Everything was so good earlier what is her issue?
I began to over think everything, probably not the best thing I've done.
what the fuck Katherine, I'm just trying to work shit out with you and you're going to not respond? this shits so stupid.
I admit that was a bit harsh but she can't just be like that over nothing. I put my beats on and tried to fall asleep...
little did I know that was the only sleep I was going to get in weeks
so much is about to happen guys oh my god I hope you're ready
