MY GIRLS| billie eilish|

Chapter 45

KATHERINES POV

I woke up to the feeling of things being thrown at me.

Repeatedly.

"What the fuck."I groaned, squinting my eyes.

All the blinds were open making the room bright as hell.

I turn my head to look around, only to be met with something orange heading straight towards my face.

"Ow. Bitch, what the fuck?" I whined picking up the...

What is that? is that a-

fucking Cheeto?

"Bro, why the fuck are you throwing shit at me?" I asked.

"Look at you," Jayda said, "I didn't mean to hit you in the face, but girl, you look like a mess."

"That's so mean. No I don't." I said just gesturing around the couch I had fallen asleep on.

So what if my hair was a mess, and tissues and Cheetos were scattered on the floor.

"Where do you get those Cheetos from anyway? I thought I ate them all last night." I said excitedly.

"I picked that shit up off the floor." Jayda said after I had put it in my mouth.

What a bitch.

I spit it out into a tissue and gave my best friend a glare.

"Kat what happened to 'I'm done being sad', huh?"

"Jesus, a girl can eat some fucking Cheetos without being judged." I said walking to my room wrapped up in a blanket.

I am done being sad. Well I am sad, but I also know this was my choice so I'm not going to act like a little bitch.

I may stay up watching romcoms and eating but it was only one time and I only cried five times.

That sounds like progress me.

"You can't run away forever!" Jayda yelled.

"Yes I can!"

"No you can't," she said entering my room, "you need to get out there and be productive. Go have fun, meet new people, get a job, I don't know do something."

"All those things sound horrendous." I said crawling into bed.

"Then what do you want to do?" She asked, "and don't say sleep." She said pulling the blanket off my body.

"You don't get it do you? I'm not just sad about the break up, I'm sad about what it made me realize. My whole life revolved around her. After everything that happened in my life, I let her become my focus. And now that she's not here I don't know what to do with myself." I said sitting up.

"Well, what's something that makes you happy, or used to make you happy? Find a new hobby if you don't know what to do with yourself. Just don't sit around all day cause the world isn't going to wait for you." She said leaving my room.

I fell back down onto the bed and began to brainstorm about the things I like to do.

"Hm, something that makes me happy..." I thought out loud.

I ended up falling back asleep, waking up from my nap two hours later.

"I've got it." I said grabbing my things and heading for the washroom.

I desperately need to shower, Jayda was right I was looking gross.

"Okay Katherine, time to get your shit together. You don't need Billie." I said giving myself a pep talk.

Let's see if I'm right.

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"Hi guys, I know it's been a while,"

I got the tums jingle stuck in my head kms

-M

PS in case you forgot how the jingle goes it's

Tum tum tum tum TUMS🎶