MY GIRLS| billie eilish|

Chapter 8

BILLIES POV

we got to my house and just spent most of the day cuddling and watching movies.

I loved spending time with Katherine, even if we weren't doing anything, just having her with me was the best feeling in the world.

Katherine and I had the whole house to ourselves which made things really difficult for me. I had hoped with finneas home it would help fight my temptations.

just the thought of Katherine turned me on.

this was going to be tough.

" what are you thinking about?" Katherine asked me

" umm- uh nothing, just keep watching the movie." I said hastily with a red face.

I started eating more takis to take my mind off her.

KATHERINES POV

I knew what billie was thinking about. she was thinking the exact thing I was. the same thing anyone would be thinking right now.

red room, home alone, in each others arms. her blush just made it more obvious. this was going to be way too easy.

" I'm getting hot" I said as I took off my baggy hoodie casually, revealing my bra.

this wasn't like me at all.

I kept watching the movie; until I heard billie stop mid chew.

I turned to my left to see billie just staring at my breasts.

her face was so red.

" billie?" I said

she darted her head up to look me in the eyes.

" if you don't swallow that you'll choke" I said with a small giggle.

billie gulped her taki's down.

I unpaused the movie so we could keep watching.

BILLIES POV

WHAT THE HELL DID SHE JUST DO

OH MY GOD

if I just keep watching the movie it'll go away.

Katherine readjusts herself into my side. This drove me crazy.

"fuck it"

I swing kat's leg over me and start kissing her passionately, our lips move in sync. Katherine has her hands around my face while mine's grabbing her hair.

this felt so good.

"I knew it'd work" Katherine said between kisses

I immediately push her off me

" hold up- you planned that?" I said giving her a look

" well you liked it didn't you" she said with a grin trying to get close to me again.

"nuh uh, stop it -we're watching the movie" I said putting a pillow between us.

"we can't even cuddle now" kat said with a pout.

" hey I didn't start this" I said holding my hands up

" you didn't finish it either..." Katherine muttered rolling her eyes at me.

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this was so hard! even with a pillow between us, and she wasn't even cuddling me now. what the hell was making me like this?

she's still shirtless

I stand up and walk to the other side of my room

" you're going to leave me just over that?" Katherine said

"no" I scoffed," but you are going to put this on."

I threw a t shirt at her

" there not as hot as the hoodie or the shirtlessness." I snarked.

"I know you want it to be special for me, and that's really sweet of you but the only person that knows when I'm ready is me." Katherine said while putting on the shirt," and I'm telling you I'm ready."

" what if I'm not Katherine..." I said looking down.

"What do you mean your not ready? Haven't you've done this before?" She said

" I have but I've never felt this way before. I've never been exclusive before... I don't want it to be special for both of us. I want it to be perfect" I said still looking at the ground, " when I see you shirtless, and trying to seduce me trust me, it's working but I respect you too much to do it like this."

KATHERINES POV

After Billie told me how she felt I understood why this was so important to her. I pulled her into my arms and gave her a hug.

"I understand"

Billie turned her head slightly and gave me a kiss in the cheek.

" I'm gonna go shower now." I said patting her shoulder

" okay" Billie said letting me leave the room.

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I stepped out the washroom and called out for Billie, no response.

I head towards her bedroom and open the door to find...