MY GIRLS| billie eilish|

Chapter 38

BILLIES POV

I sat in my car and gathered all the courage I had.

Why the fuck am I so nervous?

I walked up the steps and ran into Jayda at the door.

"Hey Kat I'm going for dinner with some friends, I'll be back in a few hours!" She yelled to Kat from downstairs.

Jayda turned around, while closing the door, and saw me.

Fuck this is awkward

"Um hi." I say trying to relieve the tension.

"Hey" she says just as awkwardly

"Is it okay if I talk to Kat?"

"That's up to her," she says walking closer to me, " just don't hurt her, okay?"

"That's the last thing I want to do."

Jayda gives me a nod before walking away.

"Oh hey J, can you pick up some more ice cream for me on the way back?" Kat yells through the door, "Here, wait I'll give you money."

I can't help but smile, she's so cute.

I hear her get up and my heart immediately drops to my ass.

What the fuck am I going to say?

KATHERINES POV

I jump off the couch, grabbing my money off of the coffee table. I run to the door to catch up to Jayda before she leaves.

I know this must seem a little dramatic, but I'm all out of my ice cream. This is no joke.

I rip the door open, money in hand, and nearly crash into...

No...

"Billie? What-" I started, I can feel the lump in my throat, and the tears stinging my eyes, begging to spill.

"I chose you,"

My tears were getting harder to hold back.

"I love you." She said at almost a whisper

"I love you too Billie."

"No, baby don't cry. Please don't cry." She said placing her hand on my cheek as she wiped away my sadness.

"I just missed you." I said pulling myself together.

Why am I acting like a little bitch?

"I missed you so much Kat, you have no idea. I missed looking at you, talking to you, kissing you..."

I didn't realize how badly I missed kissing her until she pointed it out.

I found myself inexplicably drawn to her lips, gazing between them and her deep eyes. How did her lips always manage to look so soft and plump; just so effortlessly beautiful?

It's almost as if she read my mind. Her hand still on my cheek, while the other made its way to my waist.

Before I knew it her lips crashed into mine, satisfying my desire.

God I missed this.

She pulled herself inside, and shut the door, not breaking the kiss.

Billie walked me over to the couch and pushed me down, straddling me.

I wanted it to last forever, but I knew it couldn't. We needed to talk about what happened.

Billies hands got lost in my hair before mine found them, taking them off me.

"Billie," I started

She continued kissing me.

"We can't right now."

"Why not?" She said continuing to kiss down my jaw.

"Billie." I laughed at her eagerness.

"Why" she whined

"We need to talk first."

"We do this now, talk later. I wasn't lying when I said I missed you." She said sucking on my neck.

She found the spot she knows drives me crazy, making me let out a small moan.

"See you want this too." She said smirking against my skin.

"Never said I didn't want to, I just want to wait." I said breathily.

"You want to wait huh?" She said unzipping my hoodie continuing to kiss her way down to my cleavage.

"I want to talk."

"Then talk."she said pecking my lips

"Well I-" my voice got stuck in my throat the second she took off her shirt and started grinding on my leg.

"What? Am I distracting you?" She said chuckling.

"Fuck you."

"Well I mean I'm trying to but you won't let me."

I huff in response

"Anything else you'd like to say?"she asks

"What made you pick me?"

"Let me show you."

This was "a bit"
2 days
You really thought I was gonna make you wait a few weeks?

I'm not that mean

I'm working on the next chapter so don't go climb up my ass for an update.( or threaten to stick things up my ass for not giving one)

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-m