Letters to Liam Payne

Messed up

Liam Payne POV

I truely messed up this time as I watched Niall leave my room. I was so messed up at the moment, I don't even know why I told Louis to ask her out. I have been in a weird vibe today. Everything is like completely and utterly wrong. I should have Maggie. I should. I just wanted Louis to have her though, which I think is weird. I never had to do this before is probably why. I am so screwed up right now. 

I walked out of my room and walked down the hall. I didn't know where I was going, but I kept going. I kept walking til I saw a door at the end of the hallway. Well, this is weird. I have never seen this a day in my life. I was tempted to open the door, but hesitated. What if it's one of the lads secret room or something? I don't want to creep in there if it is. I still wanted to know what was inside.

I got closer to the door, grabbed the knob and turned it. I didn't push the door open just yet. I stood there for a few seconds then opened it. I almost screamed. It was a secret alright. It was a huge music room. Gutiars, pianos. Everything was in here. Why didn't anyone tell me about this room? I live in this house too don't I? 

I walked all the way in and started looking more at the variation of instruments. I wanted to play them and sing a bit, but decided not to. The boys wouldn't like it at this moment.

Buzz

Buzz

There goes my phone again. I wanted to chuck it out the window. It was getting me flustered.

Liam?

It was from Maggie I wonder what is the matter with her.

Yes?

I replied back and pressed send. 

Buzz.

You know I love you right?

What kind of question was that? I don't understand these people sometimes

I mostly certainly do. Why?

I replied back.

Buzz.

I am dating Louis.

Oh, now she has to tell me. Yay for me.

Niall told me already.

I sent back.

Buzz

Oh then bye.

I didn't reply after that. Today is just getting better and better. 

One, we couldn't perform and two, this happens.

I don't like it at all.

If I could choose which one was worse it would be Maggie dating Louis. I know I said he could. I gave him that right and he used it and now he is with her, but I thought she loved me too. I am so confused right now.

Maybe, she had the same idea I have, but I highly doubt it. 

I will always love her though. I know I will. 

Buzz. Who could that be?

Hi it's Monica.

Should I know her? Oh, wait. I do. She is my best friend.

Hey

I sent back to her. 

Can I ask you a question?

Sure What is it?

Will you go out with me?

Now this is weird. Why would she want to date me? I thought we were just friends? Well, I don't know about anything anymore. 

This was a sucky chapter. I'm sorry for the major suckiness. I couldn't figure anything esle.

Thank you guys for reading this story!!!!

I love you guys!! :)

~Athena Kiss~