I Don't Wanna Break

Screams

Harry's POV

When I walk in she's sitting on the sofa staring at nothing.

Huge dark circles are under her eyes. Her skin hugs tightly to the bones on her body and it's a sickly pale. To be honest she looked like she was dying.

"Lana." I walk to the sofa and sit down next to her. I want to hug her and comfort her but I'm scared that she will break under my touch. "Lana, look at me."

She slowly turns her head to me until her eyes lock onto mine.

I gasp when I see her eyes. The color is such a vibrant green that you would never think anything was wrong with her.

"You need to eat."

She says nothing and continues to stare at me.

"Lana, say something."

She opens her mouth as if she's going to speak but nothing comes out.

"What? What is it?"

She mumbles something quietly. I give her a look of confusion.

"I want him. I want him. I want him." She whispers.

"You want Jesse?" I ask.

"No. Niall. I want him."

I sigh in frustration and shake my head. She still wants him. Even after everything he's done to hurt her.

"You are never going to see him again while I am still breathing."

I grab her arms and a lump forms in my throat when I see the cuts that are make up the underside of her arm.

"Look at what he's done to you."

Suddenly a grim look takes over her features and her eyes take on a darker shade.

"He didn't do this to me. It was my fault."

I look at her incredulously. She can't be serious.

"I shouldn't have pushed him this far. I should've gone with him. This is all my fault."

She puts her hands over her ears and begins to rock back and forth slowly.

"Leave. Bring him here. I want him here. Leave."

She looks like someone fresh from the insane asylum. Rocking back and forth murmuring crazy shit.

I move to put an arm around her and she screams. Not a frightened scream but a pained one.

She screams for what feels like an eternity. The high pitched sound bouncing off of the walls and pounding into my head.

Once the air has escaped from her lungs and the scream has faded, she collapses to the ground with a thud.

I sit and stare at her motionless body in shock. Her chest is no longer moving and her eyes aren't bright nor dark but dead.

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