I Don't Wanna Break

Hangover

Niall's POV

I groan as I stand from my bed. My head is pounding and I feel like I'm about to puke. The perks of being hungover I guess.

I cringe when I notice the blonde still asleep on the bed. What was her name? Emily or Amelia or something like that.

"Hey!" I shake her awake roughly. "Leave."

She slowly sits up while blinking the sleep from her eyes. She stretches her arms up and yawns loudly. The blanket falls off her upper body and leaves her, no so impressive, chest uncovered.

"Leave?" she asks.

I nod my head. "Get up. Get dressed. And get out."

She stares at me with confusion written all over her face. I sigh angrily and pick up her clothes from the floor. I throw them at her and scream,"Get the fuck out!"

She smirks at me and stands up from the bed, exposing her to me. "Niall, baby. I know you had fun last night." She runs her hands over her body and bites her lip at me.

I roll my eyes and walk to her slowly with a smirk on my face. I press my body against her and put my arms around her, pressing her into me further. I lean towards her ear and brush my lips against it.

"Listen you little slut. I told you to fucking leave. That means that our 'fun' is over." I bring a hand slowly up to her neck and begin to squeeze.

She tenses up and begins to choke for air. Her far begins to turn red and her eyes are wide.

I drop her to the floor and lean so I'm close to her. "When I say leave, you leave. Understand."

She nods shakily and starts to rub and her red neck. Tears have formed in her eyes and now have begun to fall down her face.

I walk to my kitchen, in search of some alcohol. That's all I seem to do these days. Drink and fuck the first girl I find. It's the only thing that I find pleasuring.

But even that doesn't satisfy me. I still hunger for that one girl that can drown out the raging fire within me. Mckenzie.

I thought that telling everyone about her secret would make her come to me but nothing has happened.

When she answered the door and I saw the blood dripping down her hand, I wanted to kill myself. I made her do that. It was all my fault.

Harry has called me several time saying that she is getting worse and worse everyday. The only reason he calls is so he show me how much pain I've put her through.

But I can't help. I want her to be here with and love me but hurting her gives me this sense of power I never knew I could feel. In some ways I hate to think she is in pain but I love to watch her suffer.

I have these vivid dreams of me and her in my bed together and then every time I bring a girl home and have sex with her I always picture them as Mac. Since the day I kidnapped her and we almost did it, I've been craving for more. For the actual feeling of taking away her innocence.

The blonde comes walking from the bedroom, interrupting my thoughts. She walks out the front door with her shoes in her hand and mascara running down her face.

The funny thing is that I don't feel any remorse for using that girl. If anything I just feel more happy. Happy that she's gone anyway. She's just another girl. She means nothing to me.

I down the rest of the drink in my hand, grab another from the fridge and walk to the living room couch. I flip on the tv to the news and nearly drop the remote from the image on the screen.

Mac is being loaded onto a gurney. Her skin clinging to her bones and is a terrifying pale color. Harry is gripping onto her hand and is crying madly.

"Lana Reed a.k.a Mckenzie Adams has suffered a heart attack. Police say that she has also suffered a minor concussion a a had been unconscious for 5 hours. Paramedics say she may have went into a coma but they won't know until she's been checked into the hospital." The screen switches to a commercial and the reporters face disappears.

Before I know it I'm in my feet, throwing on clothes and running out the door. The only thing on my mind is her.

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P. S. sorry for any writing errors. I'm really tired and I really don't feel like editing this.

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