I Don't Wanna Break

Beautiful

Lana's POV

I put my hand on my stomach. It's hard to believe that something is living in there.

I've just now started showing and yoga pants have become a part of my every day attire. I've got a pair in every color.

"How many pancakes do you want, love?" Niall peeks his head in from the kitchen.

I bend down to put on my ratty converse before I reply.

"I don't care." I say, too focused on trying to tie my shoes. With my stomach growing, soon Niall will have to put my shoes on for me.

He laughs softly. "Need some help?"

I sigh in frustration and nod my head. He walks over with a smirk on his face.

"Niall. If you do not get that smirk off of your face right now I will-"

He quiets me with a kiss on my lips. Lightening shocks my body and I smile against his lips as complete euphoria sets into my veins.

I feel like every kiss with him is special now. Like each one is the last.

He breaks away from our kiss and bends down to tie my shoes. He does this quickly and effortlessly.

He rises up slowly and holds a hand for me. I take it gingerly and walk with him to the kitchen.

A warm and savory aroma invites us into the kitchen. The sweet sound of bacon sizzling fills the air and soon the grumble from my stomach joins it.

"So back to my question. How many pancakes do you want?" Niall says from the griddle.

"Two." I walk to him and place a light kiss on his cheek. "Thanks babe."

"Your welcome, love." he kisses me once more before focusing on the batter cooking next to him.

I walk into the kitchen and sit down with my phone at the table. It's been a long time since I've been Twitter. God only knows what people could be saying about me.

"@thebrokenupdates: @lanalove heard you were pregnant. So happy for you and Jesse!"

"@thebrokensavedme: @lanalove when are you and Jesse doing ur make-up wedding?"

"@jena: @lanalove @jesseofficial long live Jena! #jena"

They still think I'm with Jesse..

"@gofuckyourself: @lanalove heard you tried to kill yourself? Did it work?😏"

"@baesfordays: @lanalove you should get an abortion! U don't deserve Jesse's baby!"

"@dontgiveafuck: @lanalove I hope the reason we haven't see you lately is bc ur dead!"

Well... it's good to know people still have faith in me.

I want so bad to tweet something, telling people that I'm not with Jesse, that I'm not dead and that they shove their comments up their asses, but management would kill me.

Niall comes up behind me and sets down a plate of pancakes drenched in syrup. He places a glass of orange next to that and then places a plate with a mountain of bacon on it.

He takes the seat next to mine, where his food and drink sit. "I hope you like it." He says with his angelic smile.

My eyes skim over the breakfast he's prepared and then stop when they land on his beautiful face.

Beautiful. That what this is. This whole situation is beautiful. This moment is beautiful. This breakfast is beautiful. He's beautiful this baby is going to be beautiful. Life is beautiful.

This is the start of something beautiful.
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Hello my lovely readers!
Sorry about the wait. I've just been so busy. I promise not do that anymore:)

I've also decided to update on Thursdays now instead of Wednesdays. Thursday this week may be a double update. Not sure yet it depends on how things go.

I also want to start doing a QOTW (question of the week). I know not many of you comment or read these authors notes but...it be nice if u did.

I love you guys so much! thank for waiting so long! 😘

QOTW: "What are you guys going to be for Halloween?"