Fall- A Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 35- One Time

Chapter 35- One Time

"And even though it's a struggle love is all we got."~ Justin Bieber

                                                                          

I want to ask him so many questions. I want to know why he called me out at almost one in the morning. I want to know why he looks so broken and distant from me even though we are only a few centimetres apart. But with that being said I need to hug him and let him know that I am here for him. I need him to confide in me just so I know what I can do to help him.

Kyle sighs and look away from the black starless sky. He looks at me and I can see him trying to make everything make sense. "Just take your time Kyle. It's okay. I am not going anywhere."

He bites his lip before shaking his head. "He's leaving," he randomly blurts.

I furrow my eyebrows. "Are you talking about Mr Lewis?"

He sighs for about the tenth time. "Yeah. He said he can't do this anymore. He can't jeopardise both of our futures and the only way he can move on is if he moves away."

I close the distance between the two of us and wrap my arms around his shoulders. Kyle leans in to me. "I know it may not seem like it now but believe me when I say that this is for the best long-term."

I hear him sniffle and my heart breaks. "Yeah I know. That's why it hurts so much." His voice breaks at the end and I find myself blinking away the tears that have formed. "I know that it's true. We would have never worked and I hate knowing that. I want to hate him for walking away. It's like I didn't mean anything and even if I did he is too much of a coward to try."

I run my hands though his hair. "Kyle you know it's nothing like that. You are only thinking this because this is the only way you can express the hurt and frustration. To me he seems like an amazing person and someone who cares for you very much. He isn't going away for just himself. He is moving for you too and that says so much about how he feels. He is moving away from his home and friends and family just so you can be happy."

"Why does it have to be like this Butterfly? Why can't I just be with him without all of these complications?"

"I really wish I had the answer to that. We all want things we can't have. It is part of the human nature and that means we are all a little bit selfish. But if I have learnt anything in seventeen years of my life it's that anything worthwhile having is earnt and fought for and that everything happens for a reason."

Kyle sits up and looks at me. "So what are you saying? That I should just let him go?"

I purse my lips. "What I am saying is that maybe him walking out of one door means that another door is opening for you."

"And what happens if whatever is behind that door isn't as good as this one?"

"You will never know unless you open the door."

He nods at me and smiles. "Since when were you so smart and poetic?"

I can't help but grin at his smile. "I have always been like that. It’s how I am passing English."

He groans. "How glad am I that I no longer take English Lit."

I can't help but laugh at him. "How does that even make sense? You want to major in Drama but you hate English Lit?"