Chapter 40- Double Date

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Chapter 40- Double Date

"Having fans like you never gets old. I do love you to death and I do appreciate you more than any speech will show."~ Justin Bieber

I stare at him as I take in his confession. His confession of love. For me. Love. Such a powerful word. I don't know what made him come out with it today, this night, but he has and I don't know what to do. I have known him for so long and I didn't think he would confess his love for me like this. Like he has no time and almost as though he can't hold it in any longer. What do I do now? Do I love him back? Obviously you do Amber! How do I make sure though? How do I know I love him 100%?

I feel like part of me has been waiting forever to hear about his love for me. I mean I have felt something for him right from the start but another part, a big part, feels like this is rushed. We are doing this to save the little relationship we have. We have both been busy with our personal lives that we have forgotten that we had each other. I didn't go to him.

"Say something. Please."

I really do want to say it back but it is too late/early to be having this conversation. "I just came down for a glass of water. That is why I woke up. I wasn't expecting this. I wasn't expecting to see you down here. Couldn't you have waited till tomorrow when I could think properly?"

He tilts his head to the side and smiles at me. "I have been waiting for too long. I know I have been really distant lately but I have had a lot going on-"

"-Justin-"

"No. Let me finish. I know it hasn't been long but I love you Amber Jane. I love you more than anything in this world. I will give anything up to be with you because I can't live without you."

"Justin-"

"No. Okay? None of that. No avoiding this. I am not expecting you to say anything back right now but I pray that one day you will but until then I have enough love for the two of us."

I open my mouth to say something but Justin cuts me off. "What the hell are you doing on my property?"

Bruce turns around to see a topless Justin glaring at him. I see his hands in fists and I know that this won't end well. "Sorry Justin. He came to see me. I just needed someone to speak to."

"My room is right opposite yours. You could have come to me," he retaliates.

I swallow hard. "Yeah. But I didn't want to wake you so... I am sorry. It won't happen again."

The two boys share a look before Bruce looks away. He turns back to me with a small smile. He pulls me into his arms and I wrap my arms around him. "Don't forget I love you," he whispers.

I nod at him and smile as he kisses my forehead. "Goodnight Bruce. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah. Goodnight." He pulls away and begins to walk away. As he walks past Justin, I watch as Justin watches him. I lean again the worktops as I think about how heavy this night has been.

I simply woke up for a glass of water when my phone started ringing. I answered it only for Bruce to tell me he is outside and needs to see me ASAP. I thought it must be an emergency as we haven't spoken in a few days. He was silent before he confessed how much he loved me. We haven't said the big 'L' word before and I wasn't expecting it so soon. Especially after how our argument ended the other day. I like Bruce. I really really like him but as the days go by these feelings seem to be disappearing along with him. We seem to be drifting and I don't know why.

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