Fall- A Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 47- She Don't Like The Lights

Chapter 47- She Don't Like The Lights

"It's getting to a point where it's too much for her. I wish she could see, how good this can be. I don't wanna live life without her by my side 'cause she gives the light that's in me but she don't know. ~ Justin Bieber

Justin's POV

I watch as Amber walks past me and out of the door. I feel something inside me break. This time I just know that she isn't just saying it. I can see it in her eyes. Her eyes don't shine with happiness. Instead they only show defeat. She doesn't smile anymore and I haven't heard her laugh in so long. I have made her cry so much that she has no more tears to shed. I feel my heart shatter as realisation dawns upon me. I broke my angel.

I hear the door slam shut and before I can even blink Miley is standing before me. For the first time I see tears brimming in her eyes. I don't have it in me to deal with all of this. Today was meant to be a day of joy, where Amber remembered the happy times we shared in our childhood. Instead I ruined everything with a joke. I came in here wanting to spend some quality time with her. Throughout the majority of this party I haven't even seen her. She disappeared and I only saw her coming in from the back exit with Harry. I knew she had been crying but I thought that she still looked beautiful.

"Justin are you even listening to me?!"

I look up from the floor to see Miley running her hands through her hair while crying. "I really can't do this right now. I need to make things up with her. I can't lose her."

"What about me?! Do I not matter?"

"Yes but I know you aren't going anywhere but I might lose her! Can you not see it? She's going to leave me!"

"Then let her!" She screams. "Let her go! If she can walk away then let her! She obviously doesn't care that much anyway. You don't need her Justin! You have me and Ryan and Pattie and Scooter and your fans. She's one person!"

"But she is the only one that fucking matters to me! I don't care about anyone else because she is my world. I can't lose her because she is the last reminder of my past. She's my best friend!"

"And what am I?!" she sobs, "What am I to you? Just a pawn in your little jealousy game? What am I Justin? Because you seem to care so much about her place in your life I want to know where I stand in all of this."

"None of this matters Miley! None of it. Not now. We can sort this later."

She shakes her head and wipes her tears. "Right, Later. Because Miley is always here whenever you need her. Call Miley and she will appear at your command! Because Miley doesn't have any feelings! Nobody cares about what Miley thinks or what Miley wants because Miley is nothing but an object in your pathetic little game!"

I stand there in silence stunned by her little outbreak. She walks around the room before setting to look out of the window. She doesn't say anything for a while and I don't know what to say to her.

"When were you going to tell me that you slept with her? Or were you never going to tell me about that special little night?"

I shrug even though she can't see me. "I didn't think it mattered because even after that she rejected me. She called it a mistake and we stopped speaking."

"That's the only reason why you had me around so many times those past weeks. You needed me as a distraction."

"That's not what it is. I enjoy having you around."

"But only when it suits you right? When you need me to make Amber jealous right?"

I hate the fact that I can't see her face. Her voice sounds so cold and detached and I hate it. "You know that's not true Miles. I still love and care about you."