Fall- A Justin Bieber Love Story

Chapter 38- One Less Lonely Girl

Chapter 38- One Less Lonely Girl

"To sweet Avalanna, if you you're listening, I love you. Everyone in here loves you as well. So, this one is for you."~ Justin Bieber

I remember when my mom died how painful it was. I remember wanting to scream to the heavens about how unfair life is. I remember feeling like a massive part of me was torn. I remember thinking about giving up on life and everything it has to offer. I thought it would be the hardest thing I would have to endure. I was wrong. The only thing harder than that is seeing someone you love go through it. The feeling of wanting to make it all go away is so unbearable that all you can do is pray that it goes away. All you can do is just be there.

The day Avalanna died is a day I will never forget. It is the first time I saw Justin completely break. I was doing homework when I heard glass shattering. I ran out of my room at the same time Pattie did. We shared a look and in that moment we both knew that she had gone. We ran down the stairs, getting faster each time we heard something break. It wasn't about the fact that things were getting broken. It was the fact that he was breaking. By the time I reached him I saw how trashed the room was. I was too busy looking around that I jumped when something went flying across the room. If that wasn't bad enough Justin was screaming. I looked at him and saw the little boy that was hiding in the body of a teenage celebrity. I tried to call out for him but I don't think he heard. He was angry. So so angry and I knew how he felt. But the moment Pattie wrapped her arms around him he was no longer angry. It was heartbreak. I tried to look away as he crumbled to the floor. I tried to blink away the tears when he finally admitted she was gone. I tried to stop my heart-breaking when I watched him cry himself to sleep in his mother's arms.

Pattie got Kenny to take him up to his room before me and Pattie started cleaning up some of the mess. I collected all the pieces to the dollhouse and put them into a bag. I know Justin will hate me and himself if I threw this away. Eventually he will come to his senses and get this repaired. I don't know what he will do with it but I know he will never just toss it into a trash can. He isn't like that.

I take the tray from Pattie. "You go and rest. I'll take this up to him. You look shattered."

"Are you sure? I mean-"

"-No. No arguing okay? I have got this and if he calls for you I will call you."

She nods at me. "Thank you Amber. I just need to get my head down for an hour or so. It's been a long few days."

I nod along with her. "I know what you mean. Believe me when I say Justin will come around. I know that from first-hand experience. It takes a while but he will be okay."

She pulls me into a hug. "Let's hope so. Thank you. See you later."

She walks out of the room and I follow out after her but head in the opposite direction. I walk up the stairs carefully, making sure that I don't drop the tray of food for Justin. I doubt he will eat but he needs to know that there is food there for him. I knock on his door just so he knows I am coming in. I push the door open and am not surprised when I see him lying in the same position. I now know how he feels as weeks ago I was in this position.

I walk over to him and put the tray down. He doesn't even acknowledge me. I look at his emotionless face. He is staring at the wall on the other side of the wall. He doesn't blink nor does he speak. I take a seat on the edge and push his hair back from his eyes. I sigh.