The Boy in the Band

The move

"Well maybe I should call the guys tell them I'm back"
"You should, I'm gonna go shower"
"Want some company"
"Your horny ass needs to call Donnie and I don't need to be fucked in the shower"
"Awe come on"
"No now call Donnie"
We both laughed and I headed in to shower.
I finished up And got dressed in some of Joe's clothes I didn't have anything there. When I came out he was on the phone I hear him laughing and sounded to be in good spirits so by that I'm guessing everything with the guys was going well. I headed in and fed Buster and let him out just as Joe wandered in.
"How did it go"
"It went well, we good back out next Monday"
"So everything is back to normal"
"I think so"
"Good"
"So why don't we figure out getting you moved from North Carolina here"
"I just figured I'd go back home and handle everything"
"Or I can just make some calls and get it done"
"I have loose ends I need to get taken care of."
"I can handle it there is only a few days left before I head out I want to go do some fun shit"
"Fun shit with you seems to land me in your bed"
"True but fun shit we can do with our clothes on"
"How about we go do lunch, get your stuff from Jenny's and do some shopping. Tommorow I'll get the ball rolling on the move"
"Ok".

Joe got dressed and we headed out pulling up to Jenny's were we were met by JoJo I grabbed my stuff and gave her back the key. We drove over the Hollywood Hills to a small little Italian restaurant tucked away in Calabases. We headed in and was seated at the table. He reaches over the table and grabs my hand kissing it
"Thank you for staying"
"I wanted too" he just sat starring in my eyes both of use unaware that waitress was standing there till she cleared her throat.
"Sorry"
"You ready to order"
"What you want baby"
"Umm can I get a salad please"
"And for you sir"
"Pasta carbonara please"
She took the menus and walked off. The butterflies in my stomach were full force every time he looks at me. We sat in that restaurant we really didn't eat just really about spending time together. We got back to the house it was early evening.
"Baby I'm going to go and make some calls get your move rolling do well whatever you want this is your house now"
"I think I may just go in the room and call my parents and break the news"
"You ok, you want me to be with you or we can fly home and do it face to face"
"No this way is the best I can't see the look on my parents face"
"You sure"
"Yea"
I walked in the room closing the door Buster hopped on the bed laying next to me. I took a deep breath and dialed. I knew it would break my parents heart but it was time to take care of me and I'm in love with Joe I want to be with him. There is still that reservation to it after my dad was shot well on a call my mom was always scared she was going to lose one of us, she isn't loosing me but I need to do what in my heart I want and what I want is to be with Joe. The phone rang three times before it was picked up
"Hello"
"Hi Daddy"
"Sunshine how are you we haven't heard from you in a few days, everything ok"
"I'm in LA with Joe"
"Joe what are you doing there"
"I came out to talk"
"Oh, when you coming home mom wants you to come down for dinner"
"About that daddy"
"What about"
"Joe asked me to move here and move in, I'm staying daddy"
"So your moving to LA"
"No Joe is handling all the move details I'm not coming back"
"Sierra"
"I'm sorry daddy"
Tears streamed from my eyes it felt like I was turning my back on my parents.
"I'm sorry daddy"
"Your leaving your family, your career everything for some musician that broke your heart once"
"That was a mistake"
"This is a mistake"
"Daddy were in love ok, I love him he loves me"
"Love Sierra not possible"
"It is"
"Is this your final decision"
"Yes daddy"
"Then fine, I'm gonna go there is nothing more to talk about"
"Daddy"
"Goodbye Sierra".
I hung up and threw my phone at the door just as Joe opened it walking in. He ducked just in time to avoid being hit.
"Baby what's wrong why are you crying and why did your IPhone fly at my head"
"My dad is pissed thinks the move is a mistake"
"Do you"
"No"
"Who's life is it"
"Mine"
"Are you happy with me"
"Of course"
"Then you need to follow what makes you happy"
"You don't understand after my dad was shot in the line of my duty my mom has real bad anxiety and constantly worried she is going to loss one of us and now I call them and tell them I'm not coming back"
"Baby it's not forever you can go home whenever you want we can go back whenever you want, we can fly them out here it will be ok I promise"
"Joe he hates me"
"He doesn't hate you they are upset it will be alright my parents were like that when I moved from Boston they are fine now just give it time."
"You sure"
"Yes"
He leans over kissing my cheek he knows how to make me feel better.
"I got the movers all set they are going to start packing and loading tommorow but it's going to be about five days before they get here"
"What about Bella"
"Kimmy and Danny are going to bring her"
"You serious just like that you got it all done"
"I did and I also did something else"
"What's that"
"I emailed a could your editorials to my friends at Vogue and Glamour and they will be calling you next week for interviews"
"Glamour and Vogue are you serious"
"Yes baby"
I jumped into his arms, honestly I always wanted to work for Vogue I just figured it was a pipe dream but now I actually am going to be interviewing for them and it's all thanks to Joe." I like to say it was all smooth sailing well it was for about three days till I was woken up that Thursday morning to the phone ringing next to bed. I glanced at the clock on the nightstand it read 6:23am. All I could think was who could be calling us at that time and suddenly I heard Joe begin to argue with whoever was on the line and him slam the phone down, he didn't know I was up when he slammed out of the room. I sat in the bed for ten minutes expecting him to come back to bed when he didn't I went out looking for him. I found him in back coffee on the table in front of him his head in his hand
"Babe"
He looked up and all I seen was frustration in his eyes,
"Babe what's wrong"
"Baby girl... come sit we gotta talk"
"Joe what's wrong"
"I just got a phone call"
"I know I heard the phone ring"
"Baby I gotta fly out Friday"
"What you mean you have to fly out Friday"
"Management says we have to get back on the road"
"Joe"
"I don't wanna go, I don't wanna leave you"
"I don't want you to leave"
"Maybe telling them Is come back was a mistake"
"No it wasn't you know that"
"But what if something happens, what if I come back and your gone. Baby I can't do that again look what happened the first time, what if something happens and you leave me for good this time, I couldn't handle it"
"Baby..baby I'm not going anywhere, when you get back here I'll be right here I promise"
"It's just"
"Just what"
"We just got back together, your moving in and now I have to leave just like that three days early"
I wrapped my arms around him from behind him and his head falls back against me, I wish he wasn't leaving but this is his career and was here before me. Do I think he is going to do anything to hurt me well on the road, absolutely not I trust him completely. I hate to see him this upset to leave and I don't want him to go but he does love what he does even though he insists he didn't want too leave me and do this, when he is on stage he owns it and he loves it I won't have him walk away because of me.