The Boy in the Band

Damaged

I didn't know what to think what to feel all I know is I wanted to get out of there away from Joe as fast as I could. I ran out the door and right past Victor,

"Sierra wait were do you think your going"

"out of here, Im catching a Uber."

"Sierra you cant do that"

"I can do whatever the hell I want, Im sorry Vic why don't you go deal with asshole in there"

"Sierra please what happened its not safe for you to just run the streets of Chicago?"

"Ask McIntyre."

With that I hailed a taxi and took off.

"Where to miss"

"The Marriott please."

The taxi pulled out and tears streamed down my cheek. 

It was a short drive but we pulled up to the hotel, I paid the driver and hopped out of the cab, I really didn't know what I was gonna do, I refused to go back to the room I shared with him. For a moment I thought of going to D and Jenny but they already had Nathan and I didn't want to bring any drama around the baby, it was late so I know that Jon and Harley would be asleep so I figured the only person left that I could talk to was Jordan.

I rode the elevators up to the penthouse and headed down the hall. I stopped outside the door and sighed before raising my hand knocking, I just hope that he was there and awake. A few seconds passed before I heard the doorknob turn and the door open,

"See what you doing here,where is Joe, whats wrong?"

he stepped to the side and I walked in standing just inside the room,

"Jordan I don't know what to do"

"See where is Joe is he ok"

"I left him at the restaurant"

"did he do something whats going on?"

"Jordan its so fucked up"

"here come in sit down"

"Im sorry to bother you"

"its ok I just hung up with Evie, whats going on?"

"Joe he..."

"what?"

"He told me he wants another baby"

"and that's a bad thing?"

"No its what he told me after that's the problem"

"what he say?"

"He has been replacing my birth control with baby asprin."

"No seriously, you have to be joking right?"

"No we went out to eat and he told me he wanted another baby as he puts it he wants a daughter but then he told me that he's been switching my pills."

"Jesus fuck what the hell is wrong with him"

"J I don't know what to do"

"Do you want another baby?"

"Not now and I don't even know if I want to even be with him at this point, how could he do this to me?"

"See I get your pissed and you have every right to be but don't do something you might regret later. He loves you and I know you love him."

"I do but I don't know if I could be with someone who could that."

"Before you make any kind of decision you need to talk to him"