The Boy in the Band

Dinner Meeting

Donnie left with Nathan and here I was home alone. I dont know what is making me sicker to my stomach my nerves or the baby. It was 5 oclock when I glanced over at the clock sitting on the dresser. All I thought was I guess I better start getting ready Joey will be here soon. I walked into the bathroom and ran the shower. I stripped and stepped in letting the water fall over me. Thoughts of Joey and I and how we were always so good together flooded my thoughts. I dont know how Im going to feel seeing him, part of me wants to run jump into his arms and just crush my lips on his and just make everything better. The other part of me just thinks that maybe in fact our relationship had run it course and trying would just be futile. I was so lost in my thoughts I didnt realize how long I must have been there till the water began to run cold.

I got out wrapping a towel around me and walked into my room. I reached for the remote on the dresser and clicked on the stereo. The room filled with the sound of a all to familiar voice,

I could just stare at you forever (oh, baby)
I can be here with you doing whatever (my lady)
It's not the way you look that brings me to my knees,
It's the way you look at me
I could just stare at you forever
If forever you were staring at me
What do you see? I can't figure it out
You're talking to my heart without making a sound
I can't lose when I'm caught in your eyes
(I feel like superman) got me up in the sky

Our song I felt my heart break just a little more as I listened to his voice coming from the stereo. I felt the tear slid down my cheek, I dont think I truly realized how much I actually miss him till that very second.

I looked at the clock it read 5:35 and I just pulled into St. Charles, I was just a few minutes from Sierra, I contiplated on just headed over now. All I want to do is see her, Ive been a mess these weeks without her and the baby. I understand why she was so upset, I want to tell her that but I wont say Im sorry for wanted another baby with her, just that I went about it totally wrong. Im still kind of in shock that she is pregnant again. All I want is her and Nathan home, I want to be there for her through this pregnancy. I decided to stop at the florist on the way to the house and pick her up some white roses her favorite in hopes it will soften the inital encounter.

I tore my closet apart, the room looking like a hurricane had hit it trying to find the perfect outfit for tonight. It took a half a hour but finally decided on my short black and gold Aliyah body con dress and some black Sofia Webster heels. As I sat curling my hair I had a sudden flash back of life just a couple years ago and how different life was how different I really was. I honestly owe it all to Joe, he brought me out my comfort zone, made me realize Im so much more than that little small town girl and that I can do amazing things and I have thanks to him. I finished up my hair and makeup and headed down the stairs to hear the doorbell ring.I walked over and pulled the door open, there he stood. My heart skipped a beat the minute I seen him. He looked unbelievable, he had on my favorite navy blue Versace suit that makes his blue eyes just pop. His hair had been highlighted blond and slicked back. I found myself instinctively biting my lip at the sight of him.

"Hi My SeeSee"

"Hi"

She looked absoultely stunning, I mean she always looks beautiful but right now she just looks ...wow. I cant keep my eyes off of her, she has the dress I bought her at New York Fashion week. Her blond hair fell in curls down her back and her makeup just was on point. At that moment I wanted nothing more than to pull her into me, kiss her lips and tell her I love her. I tried to focus myself and handed her the roses,

"Joey they are beautiful you didnt have too"

"I wanted too, Im glad you like them."

"Do you want to I dont know come in well I get a vase and put them in some water."