The Boy in the Band

Advice

So that was it Joey knew and Im sure he is estatic he accomplished what he was trying to do, Im so mad they he put me in this situation and in the same instance I find myself missing him even though I wouldnt admit it to anyone, to be honest I didnt want to admit to myself. I mean it wasnt wrong that he wanted another baby but him replacing my birth control was just so wrong that I dont know if I could ever truly forgive him. I figured now was the time that maybe I should go tell Jenny and Donnie that we talked and he was coming down. I slid from the bed and stopped at Nathan's crib for a moment, I looked down at him, he laid there so peacefully sleeping and he seems to look more and more like Joey everyday he even sleeps just like him. I sighed before leaning down kissing his head, I wish I could make this right for him, I never wanted to have him raised in a broken home.

I stepped out into the hallway the entire house was quite, nothing could be heard but the soft click of Lumpy's paws walking across the floor as he followed me down the hall to D and Jenny's room. I stopped outside their door and hesitated for a second because I know how this conversation is going to go, they are going to think just because Joe is coming down and I agreed to talk that we were going to get back together. The truth of the matter is the amount of turmoil it is causing me to develop a migraine. I figured mine as well get this over with, I raised my hand knocking on the door,

"Doors open See"

I pushed the door open to find Jenny in the bed working on her laptop and Donnie laying in bed with sports center on.

"How you know it was me?"

"Evan been asleep for two hours"

"Whats up preggers"

"Jesus Jen you told him!"

"He is my husband, plus I told you he figured it out even before we did"

"So now that your knocked up does Playboy know"

I glared at Jenny who just shrugged, she must have ran in here and told D everything. So much for sister code.

"Yeah about Joe..."

"what about him?"

"yeah he knows and he will be here tomorrow"

"he is coming to see the baby, surprised he didnt call me, he always calls when he heads down to see the baby"

"thats because he is coming to see me"

"really...."

I watched as Jenny put down her laptop and Donnie look up from Sports Center smiles crossed both their faces and I knew right away what they both were thinking,

"before you even say it were not getting back together, were just talking about the situation."

"Well See SeeSee"

"whats that supposed to mean"

"it means we all know you miss him, he misses you and as much as you wont admit your still in love with Playboy"

"Yeah I do love him but I dont know if I can ever trust him again."

"See I get what he did was fucked up but your telling me your gonna let one mistake destroy something that is so good"

"Jen how would you feel if D did that?"

"Id be pissed off for sure, but at the same time Id look at why he did it. He loves you See he wants to have a family with you, you cant tell me you dont want that too"

"well...."

"See.."

"fine I do but I dont want it to be him being sneaky and dishonest, thats no way to go into a marriage or have more kids, it should be something we sat down and talked about, not him swapping my birth control so i had no say when I got pregnant."