The Boy in the Band

Test

(3 weeks  later)

Its been three weeks since the fight with Joey. I had quite the remander of the tour and have been staying with Donnie and Jenny with Nathan in their St. Charles home. I haven't answered any calls from Joey and any time he comes in to see Nathan I make sure Im not there and just let Donnie handle him. Donnie and Jenny are still very much as angry as I am, but Joey and Donnie are essentially brothers and at the end of the day I wouldn't expect D to chose me over him. Im not going to lie and say its been easy because it hasn't, I spend most of my nights when everyone is asleep in tears. I just miss him, his kiss, his touch all of him but I just can seem to get passed it. I have had so many flowers, jewelry and gifts show up at the house that I don't know what to do with it all. Joey went back home to our condo in Boston after the tour wrapped a couple weeks ago. Kay called so many times saying she was just checking in on Nathan and me but the conversations always find their way to Joey and how fucked up his is.

Ive been so nauseous and dizzy the stress of this entire situation is taking its toll on me physically as well as mentally. Jenny and D have taken a notice too. It was 11 at night I just finished up Nathan's nightly feeding and put him down when Jenny walked in and flopped down on the bed next to me,

"SeeSee"

I was busy on my laptop looking at job listings for fashion writers here in St. Charles and not having any luck, I refuse to go from working at Elle to some hole in the wall local magazine. 

"Whats up?"

"What you doing?"

"Looking for a job, if im going to be staying here I need to work."

"You know D and I don't mind taking care of it well you and sort shit out"

"I mind"

"can I talk to you for a second."

I looked up at Jenny and her normal goofy fun self seemed serious, I closed the laptop and tossed it to the side.

"Whats going on?"

she reached into her back pocket and tossing me a small box, I picked it up and my eyes widened

"Jenny... I thought you and D did want anymore kids?"

"No its not for me its for you!"

"Why would I need this, I haven't been with Joey in over  3 weeks?"

"because you been sick for the at least last week, D seen it even before I did and we all know you haven't actually been on the pill"

"I don't think..."

"See please for me"

I sighed and rolled my eyes I really don't think I am, its probably all the stress ive been under with Joey.

"Fine"

I slid from the bed and into the bathroom connected to my room Jenny close on my heels, I turn to shut the door almost shutting the door on Jenny,

"Jenny what are you doing?"

"What I wanna see"

"I cant pee alone?"

"NO"

I rolled my eyes and unwrapped the test taking it fast before placing the cap back on and placing it on the counter.