The Boy in the Band

Dude why you so Jealous

Its  been a couple months since we had the run in with my parents and announced the pregnancy to everyone close to us. The outpouring of love for us and especially this baby was crazy. I had a hard time at first dealing with everything with my parents but between Joey and the guys and mostly Jenny I realized I do have a family and people who will be there and love this baby uncondionally. After realizing that I realized family isnt about being blood its about the people who chose to be in your life and say Im here and prove it.  Joe and I had our 4D ultrasound last week, where having a boy. We decided on the name Nathan Thomas Mcintyre. Donnie and Jenny were with us for it and it was so cute how happy they were, which is a good thing I suppose consitering Joe and I have decided to offically ask them to be Nathan's god parents at our baby shower weekend this weekend.

We decided on doing a more of a weekend since when the baby is born we decided to go back home to Boston for awhile to be with family. It was Saturday morning and I was getting ready for everyone to show up we were hosting a big barbeque to kick off the weekend. I sighed as I stared at the reflection looking backk at me. Ive had the hardest time adjusting to my ever changing body. This pregnancy has came along with so many different things some times I have a hard time wrapping my head around it all. I had to quit working due to my blood pressure,  The minute Joey had heard that it was like all hands on deck over protective mode. Normally it would drive me crazy but it seems like everytime he drive me nuts, Id turn around and he be doing something so sweet I couldnt be mad. I must have been lost in my thoughts when there was a knock on the door and it opens slightly

"See..."

I snapped out of it to look up and see Harley standing in the doorway

"Hey Har"

"Joe asked me to see whats taking so long everyone is starting to arrive"

"I just cant find anything to wear evevrything makes  me look like a whale"

"Whale seriously See your pregnant and beautiful at that"

"Thanks Har I just dont feel that way, Im sure I must repulse Joe"

"Really See is that what you think? When is the last time you and Joe had sex?"

"Why does that matter"

"Just answer me Sierra"

"This morning why?"

"Now dont you think if he was repulsed by you he wouldnt be having sex with you. From what Jon told me the man cant keep his hands off of you."

"True, yeah he is like a horny teenager"

"doesnt surprise me any, come on we all are waiting on you and the little one to make your grand arrival".

With one more look in the mirror I headed down with Harley. The backyard was filled with everyone who meant something to us and who was a source of comfort and support for us through the journey this far. The only people who were missing who were a beckon of support through this entire pregnancy were Joe's parents his mom doesnt fly and his father doesnt like to travel in his own right. We would be in Boston with them for the first 12 weeks after Nathan is born so they can help and get to spend time with the baby. Joe and the guys will be going back into the studio shortly after Nathan is due to lay down tracks for a new album so Kay thought it would be good idea if we stayed for the first couple months with Tom and her to help us and help get situated since neither of us have baby experience and with Joe going to be in the studio honestly I thought it was a goos idea too. Joe had expected me to protest the idea but I didnt I think it as a a weight of his shoulders as well as mine honestly. I have no clue really how to take care of a baby and Jenny will be gone she will be shooting a movie well the guys record so I wouldnt have her to be able to come help me and Kimmy is Miami with Danny plus she she knows as much about babies as I do, besides we are just not that close as we were anymore.