The Boy in the Band

The Confession

Over the next month everything with the tour started to get easier to navigate, I've had a constant flow of help from the guys, Jenny and even Harley. Nathan was very much a mini Joey all the ladies on tour loved him and he loved the attention. Every free moment I spent planning the wedding, I've been left to pretty much plan it myself since Joey has been going non stop. We hit a venue they have sound check, meet and great whatever media they needed To do, then on the bus off to the next stop. As soon as we're back on the bus Jenny jumps on and we wedding prep. There been a few days that we both had fallen asleep mid prep. Next week we have three days off so her and I would be flying into Beverly Hills to start dress shopping.

It was a Thursday night and a rare night off for the guys, everyone headed out to eat and check out some of Chicago Joey and I decided to hang back and grab a hotel for the night and just try for some alone time. Jenny insisted on taking Nathan for the night when her and Donnie had gotten back from dinner saying with everything going on Joey and I hadn't had any alone time which was true it actually has turned into several petty arguments and everyone say. They never lasted long but the fact that it's happening was a clear indication we needed some one on one time.

It was 9 and the hotel room was quite Joey had left to run some kind of earrin and here I was alone I thought we be spending the evening together and he wasn't even here. My phone suddenly ran and I jumped from the bed to grab it, it was Harley
"Hey See"
"What's up"
"Nothing what you doing"
"Just sitting here waiting on Joey to get back"
"Where is he?"
"Fuck if I know"
"I'm sure he will be back soon he misses spending time with you"
"If he did he be here"
"Why don't you just come down here till he gets back hang out with Jon and I have a glass or two of wine to take the edge off."
"Where are you"
"Penthouse 629"
"So right above me"
"Yeah."
"Thought you two were doing dinner with the guys?"
"No we wanted to stay in"
"Oh ok I'll be up in ten minutes."

I through on one of Joes hoodies And brushed my hair completely unaware that Joe has been plotting something all along and me going up to Harley and Jon's room was a set up.

I headed out and took the elevator up to Jon and Harley's room were Harley met me at the door,
"SeeSee"
"Hey"
He leaned in hugging me before stepping to the side letting me in. Jon was in the sitting area wine on the table with three glasses infront of him looking for a movie on the TV.
"Jon"
"Hey See, what's up"
"Nothing"
"Why you look so sad?"
"Joey and I were supposed to spend the night alone together, Jen got the baby but instead he is out somewhere"
"I'm sure he will be back soon."

I sat down next to Jon and he hands me a glass of wine. I was unaware that Joey has slipped back to the room putting the plan that he had in place and I was unaware Harley and Jon were in on it.

"So See how is the wedding prep going"

"Im so stressed out even with Jen and D helping it just is so daunting"

" I know but it shouldn't be, you should be excited this is your happily ever after with the man your meant to be with."

"I know its just between Nathan, the tour and everything its just so much I cant even seem to breathe."

"Sierra you always push yourself a million miles a second there is nothing wrong with taking a step back breathing and asking for help."

"But these are my responsibilities no one else's"

"and we love you we want to help. How about tomorrow Harley and I take the baby and you and Joe have some alone time, don't focus on, stuff with the baby, the tour or even the wedding judt be together alone."

"Id love it but.."

Harley walked over sitting down next to me,

"but what"