The Boy in the Band

The Move

So we did we found a place now we have to head back and tell Kay and Tom were leaving. I know its gonna upset them as close as they had became to Nathan but we will only be a short drive away compared to being in LA. I got into the passenger seat of  my car letting Joey drive back to his parents house. Joe wrote a check on the spot and so now we can move in as soon as we like, now we just have to tell his parents. Kay has said several times she be perfectly content if we just decided to live there. That was never a option to start with, as much as I love Tom and Kay were both grown and need to be in our own place with our child.

Over the next passing weeks I feverishly began shopping to set up our first official home together, yes we still have the LA house but that was Joeys before we even met this is our together. Jenny had came down several times from St Charles to come help and come shopping with me. The stress was starting to catch up with me between Joe finishing recording and they guys constantly doing press and Nate as well as this move. I feel bad because Kay is taking it harder than we though she would, since we been living there her bond with Nathan had increased as well as mine with her but it has to be done. I came home from a shopping trip to this funky furniture boutique Jenny had told me about to find Kay in the living room Nathan in her arms feeding him a bottle tears in her eyes, Tom wasnt home he was at a meeting for the Bricklayers association. The second I seen the tears my heart broke,

"Kay whats wrong"

"Oh See Dear your back early"

"Kay...."

"Oh I was just feeding the baby and I realized exactly how much I am going to miss this."

"I know but we will only be ten minutes away, I can come whenever you want and my door is always open you know that."

"I know sweetheart its just not the same as having you here."

"Im so sorry Kay"

"Dont be I understand you and Joesph have your own life and this was only going to be temporary. I just didnt think when Joesph and I first started discussing this that I would be so attached to the baby and you, but I have and I hate to see you all go."

I really didnt know what to say, I reached up and wiped the tear that escaped my eye. I just felt like this woman embraced me with open arms the minute we met, she fell in love with the baby and now Im ripping it all away.

"Sierra dear dont cry I knew this day was coming. Im just greatful you all are staying in Boston and not going back to LA."

"I know Kay and just because we are moving out of here doesnt mean we still dont need you. Im gonna need you more than ever I dont know how to balance the baby and deal with all the emotions that come when Joey leaves on tour."

"They are planning a tour?"

"I dont think they are planning it yet but Joey said last night after every new album they tour, so that means him gone for months again and Ill be alone with the baby. Im gonna need you and Tom to be able to make it through this."

"And we'll be here for you darling whatever you need."

"Thanks, I can take the baby and finish up if you like"

"now you should know better. Joesph stopped home looking for you, why dont you stop by the hotel they are doing press all day for the most part I know he wanted to see you."

"Alright let me freshen up and change and Ill head over."

"Dont worry about the baby we are spending some time together take your time."