Toys (Shiki X Reader) DISCONTINUED!!

Chapter 34

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I wrote this like almost a week ago and forgot to post it ahaha ^^;; Here you go

*Shiki's P.O.V*

The rest of the week couldn't have gone any slower...

It was bad enough she spent time at school, but (Y/n)'s been doing homework as well!! That's time she should be spending with me, not stupid worksheets and math!!

It's not being jealous; it's just hatred for anything that gets in the way of my time with her.

But the worst part is that smile she has during school. I've been telling her that other kids will hurt her, I always have, yet she's completely ignored my reasons.

She walks into class greeting other students who don't deserve to see that precious smile of hers.

That smile should be mine and mine alone. I'm not sharing her emotions with a bunch of nobodies that she'll never see again after high school.

It pissed me off. All of my efforts to keep her for myself are gone...

I'm supposed to control her, but she's cutting off the strings and not giving me time to retie them.

She thinks she can just stop dancing in the palm of my hand. It's so unprofessional of me to let her get away with it; it really is. But her smile nowadays is so...I don't know how to describe it...

Carefree...might be the best word for her attitude recently.

I want to take out my anger on her, to watch her horrified and pained expression when I hurt her...but I've been feeling guilty for some reason.

A part of me wants to keep her smile safe. To make her happy. Maybe I've been only thinking about her the way I've wanted to.

I joke, but does she really like it when I hurt her?

Probably not...

I want to change, I just don't know how...

My feelings are conflicted, and I don't know how to proceed.

I'm the man in this relationship, I should be taking the lead. But I don't know what to do now. Do I really want to heal her?

I want to see her smile more and more each day. Maybe it's just because I haven't hurt her in awhile, but I'm starting to enjoy her smile more than her pained expressions.

I was thinking about all of this during our final period of the day before getting interrupted by the bell.

I snapped out of it and looked towards her direction, only for her seat to be empty!?

"(Y/n)!?" I called, looking around the classroom in panic.

The other students gave me confused expressions, but I didn't give a damn about anyone else. I stomped over towards a girl who was staring at me; she's talked to (Y/n) a few times before.

I grabbed her by her shirt collar and stared into the girls ugly eyes. The students gasped at my actions, even the teacher.

"Where is (Y/n)."

The ugly girl began to stutter.

"Mr. Natsumezaka!! Let that girl go-"

"Oh, shut up old man." I snapped, readdressing the girl.

"Where is she."

"I-I think I saw her go that way..."

The girl pointed towards the left of the door and I quickly ran out, completely ignoring the teachers efforts to scold me.